Heart Full of Nothing

Good Will

(I will give a signal to tell u to watch the vid.)

"Oh, yeah, it is another hide and go seek. You and Lannan will be partnered up."

"Ok."

I turned off my phone. And decided that I would wear camouflage to disguise myself. Me and Lannan were counting first. We are going to wait by the door with the camera man. I couldn't help but think. Is this going to be awkward? Is Lannan still in love with Ilsa? Do I still love Lannan? As my thoughts consume me, on comes to mind,

Lannan should wear camouflage to

I grab my phone and text him.

Wear camouflage for tomorrow's video. It is hide n seek but duos. U and I are partnered up

He read it.

I search through my drawers, looking for any thing camouflage.

"Ah ha!"

I pull out what I bought was a shirt, but was just a beanie. I shrug my shoulders at it and set it down. It could be useful.

I search for about two more hours but don't find anything. "Good will it is." I say. I grab my keys and head out the door.

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I park my '67 and head into the store. I walk to the men's section to see if they have camouflage. All I find is big pants. "I could wear 'em like sweatpants." I pick them up and take them to the changing rooms.

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They fit really well. They were like sweatpants, but extra comfy. I walk out with them in my hands. I walk over to the women's to see if they have any shirts.

All I find is some thot-ish crop top.

I put it down and continued looking. I hear the door open and the bell ring. It was Lannan. My heart was like beating out if my chest.

I continued looking. I couldn't help but to notice that he looked sad. "Who fucking broke his heart?!"

I muttered to myself, now kind of angry. "Hey, Lannan."

I said walking up to him. He kind of blushed and did a weak smile. "What's wrong?"

I asked. His expression changed to a more sad. I softened a little. "I broke up with Ilsa."

"Aw, my poor baby. Why?" I said, pulling him into a hug. He hugged me back tight.

He muttered something but I couldn't hear him. "Well, I need to find some camouflage. See you tomorrow, El."

I blushed when he said my name. I did a weak wave and walked back over.

I finally found a camouflage shirt and paid.

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I got back to baby and turned her on. Eye of the tiger was playing. I was laying down when the song had started. I started dancing. (Watch the video now)

I remembered season 4 episode named Yellow Fever of Supernatural. I did the moves Dean did. Clearly knowing it by heart.

Eye of the tiger

I mouthed the last note as I saw in the corner of my eye Lannan recording and laughing. I jumped down and flipped him off in a sarcastic way.

I returned home and fell asleep quickly watching Supernatural.

I had an odd dream. Let me set the scene:

I was with Lannan. We were hiding together. He said something and I said something back. He kissed me! My holographic self was trying to be like

Girl, what are you doing! He is your best Friend!

Then the other half of me was like

Yassss, Queen. He is your lover boy. How lon you liked him? Oh yeah, since you met him. So have your moment and don't ruin it!

I was confused on who to believe.

I woke up in sweat. "Ew." I said.

3:30 am.

I went back to bed in hopes of not having the same dream.