Y/N POV
Its been past 5 years after after I have known about the truth, yet I still believe myself that I am a boy. But things were not same as before as many changes has occurred since then and it became more harder for me to cover up my identity.
My chest have become bigger than what it have been before and my hips has turned it broader than before. I started becoming more comfortable to share things only with mother. My mother felt how I was suffering and helped me at every step.
Everything was in my control but during my period days I would suffer a lot. Usually when I have heavy period and it is sudden I would be running back to my place without telling to the prince. Thus, the prince and his friends might have already finished searching the whole village and the forest. They have been always good to me and treated me like one of them which I as shadow does not deserve, and here I feel guilt by hiding all of my secretes and fooling them as a boy.
Now I am 18 and many of other girls during this age experiences new things, mainly during their birthdays they would receive many beautiful dresses and hair pins. They would be treated with care and many would protect them as girls are known to be vulnerable. But in my life everyone would forget my Birthday and send me to do hard training in the morning and send me for my duty during whole days. They never provide me protection but I had to provide them protection.
I would envy when other girls are seen on the market wearing beautiful dresses and looking themselves in mirror looking beautiful. I also try to look in the mirror but looking at it makes me upset and I had removed all of my mirror at my home. Being Shadow was Prestige but I would choose to be a poor mans daughter. But fate has been the bitter thing ever.
Even though my 18th Birthday was however beautiful for me as for the first time someone has really respected my birthday.....
Brup! SORRY I BROKE MY PROMISE AND JUST CAME UP WITH A BORING CHAPTER. BUT DON'T WORRY AS PEOPLE SAY SAVE LAST FOR THE BEST I HOPE GOD WILL BLESS ME WITH MANY IDEAS. THANK YOU FOR READING......PLS COMMENT SO THAT YOUR COMMENTS COULD GUIDE ME.
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Narrativa Storica"i am a namja(boy) and you are a yooja(girl)", he said with a glimmer of hope to the person who was in front of him. He was trying to convince the person in front of him who she really is because she was the only person who could create storm insid...