Bruises and heavy metal

Chapter one [Talk to me]

It's been a month now, we're really close. Larry keeps having trouble at home but...I tell him to talk to me. He does, and thank god for that. He tells me that I saved him from suicide...But I know it was just him believing in himself again.

 He doesn't know this but to be honest he means the world to me...Even if it seems we hate each other....We're best friends....It's always been Larry and Travis....Just Travis and Larry....I hope it stays like that too. 

I check my phone to see that I got a message from him, huh strange he should be asleep. "This is going to sound Cliche but I think we should go out Trav." I couldn't breathe, was it a dream? I can't tell reality from fantasy now. Oh god what am I supposed to do..I know these feelings I have are wrong, this isn't how a boy like me should feel.

 I soon calmed myself down and texted back. "Sure, I don't see why not." That's it, the end, I'm dead, going to hell. God doesn't love Homosexuals. It's sick, it isn't right, god will never love us! Him! Ugh you know what never mind..It's scary, my father is gonna kill me! Literally. This is wrong, Forgive me father for I have sinned...

Larry's point of view

Woah dude, Travis has never acted so strange before. I wonder what's going on...I swear if his dad lays another hand on him I'll murder him! The poor blonde doesn't even know what it's like to be loved.

 Huh? Speaking of "love" ....I check my phone to see that my boyfriend messaged me. It's weird because he never talks to me..."Larry listen, it's over. I can't deal with your bull anymore." I throw my phone and sob, how could he do  this to me...?  Whatever I'm gonna go see if Trav wants to hang out...I don't know man, he makes life better...So much better...