Lost and Found (On Hold)

Chapter 15: A Day Without Her

A/N: It's been three months, but this time I do have an excuse that's not writer's block and that is Summer Camp. So this camp is for two month so pretty much my whole entire summer so I couldn't write at all, such a bummer. Anyways I'm so sorry that it had to be this way and take three months. I'll try to get faster! I'm so happy! 9 more people to read this story and it will reach 5,000! such a big accomplish compared to my other stories! Thank you all for reading this story! it means so much to me...like my life that how much it means to me. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. So here is Chapter 15! Enjoy!

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She comes back every hour and knocks on my door. I just keep the door lock and listen to my music full blast so I wouldn’t have to hear her. I lay on my bed and continued to stare out of space. I wasn’t tired yet so I just stared and waited…waited for sleep to come so I could forget the pain for a few hours. Thank god they’re allowing me to go back to work tomorrow. I don’t know what I do to have to spend a whole day in the same house with her. I heard a soft knock again through my music. She just doesn’t give up. I just want to be alone. I heard some murmurs outside my door so I knew one of my brothers were with her this time and I was correct when I hear Isaac's piercing voice shouting through my door demanding that I open the door. I glanced towards the door and went back to staring at the ceiling again. I can’t believe that she thinks it’s an embarrassment to be with me. That she regrets being with me. I know she never really said it, but just looking in her eyes I knew she regretted every minute of it. A quick stab in the heart, that all it took for me to feel the heartbroken pain. I didn’t know when, but I eventually fell asleep. Taking most the pain away from me for just a couple of hours.

I woke up and pretty much flipped myself onto the floor but luckily I kicked my feet fast enough to catch before I completely fell out of bed. I dragged my way to the closet not feeling like to pick up my feet. I changed for work containing a blank button down shirt with a red tie, black slacks and some black shoes. I don’t feel like wearing something colourful today. I put my hand through my shaggy hair and messing it up a bit. I brushed my teeth and wash my face. I grabbed my keys and left my room. I walked pass my family not bothering to say anything and went to my car.

“Dean! Can we just talk about this?” Georgia begged from behind me. I continue to walk, not bothering to answer, not bothering to do pretty much anything at the moment with her. I felt a tug at my arm. I didn’t turn around and just looked straight ahead

 “I can’t. I have to get to work,” I shrugged out of her grip and made it to my car. I started it and peeled out of the drive way as quickly as I could. I look in the review mirror to see Georgia standing there crying. I shook my head and sighed. I just continued my way to work. I arrived at the school I work and parked into my parking spot. I climb out of the car and made my way into the school. I got a few welcome backs and hellos, I replied politely and still made my way to the office, right before I entered a hand smacked me in the back and jolted me forwards. I caught my balance and turned around to see one of my co-workers and my best friend here smiles at me like a maniac.

“Dude where have you be for the past two months? If you went on vacation and didn’t tell me, I just might have to kill you” I know Derek meant it as a joke, but I still winced. That whipped off his smile.

“Something up?” he asked concerned.

“Nothing man, just got really sick” I manage to smile.

“Don’t you even try to lie to me, I’ve worked with you for a year. I know something happened and it wasn’t because of you being sick,” Derek accused me.