~Alice's P.O.V.~
"Jak-Jake what is she talking about", I ask. What was she talking about.
People started to notice the argument.
"What the hell is your problem?", Jake answered back. He knew her?
"What do you mean whats my problem? were dating!", she shouted
My heart broke in to a million pieces. All the feelings I had towards Jake fell and broke as if my heart were ripped out of my chest.
"W-what!", I whimpered
"Can you fucking stay out of this", she demanded
"Don't you fucking talk to her like that", Jake barked
"I can do whatever the hell I want", she demanded
"We fucking broke up two months ago Madi!", he explained
I wanted to believe him.The girl then turns to face me.
"He's fucking lying to you, he just using you", she said
I then look over at Jake.
"Alice, don't tell me you believe her", he said
I didn't know if he was lying. I felt so dizzy, and weak. I began to walk backwards. I didn't want to believe her. But deep down something told me I should. Panic began to overtake my mind. I turn around and run out of the party. I push through the crowd. I pushed anybody who was in my way. I got glares and looks, but I didn't care.
I can't believe this was happening.
Again.
Once I began to stop fighting my feeling its when I get hurt. I guess I learned my lesson.To never stop fighting my feelings. I run as far as possible from the house. Once I began to get tired I sat down on the edge of the sidewalk.
My eyes began to tear up.I don't understand why he would do this.
What am I talking about? He's a player Alice. He's a bad boy. He does this 24/7. Why did I even like him. I bury my face in my knees. The cold wave of air hits me. I began to shiver terribly. It began to get really really cold. I can't believe I fell for the bad boy. I bet he doesn't give a crap about me.
Why am I so stupid.
"Alice", I heard a familiar voice shout
I didn't answer, because I already knew who it was.
"Alice", he said sounding relieved
"Leave me alone Jake", I say
"Alice plea-",I cut him off
"Jake I don't want to hear it, I should have never even agreed to this", I say
"Alice, you actually believe her?", he said in shock
"Jake your a player", I state, basically saying yes
"Alice get some sense in to your head, I would never cheat on you. I like you, remember that. You don't know how much I care about you. You have been on my mind ever since I met you. I would never put my arms on another person but you", He said while putting a jacket over my shoulders
Fight it Alice.
"Can you drive me home",I say while standing up and returning his jacket
"Alice don't do this to me again", he said
"Do what?", I say in anger
"Stop fighting your feelings. Stop pushing me away. I've been trying to win you over for 5 weeks, after I finally do the whole thing goes to shit", he exclaims
"Jake, once I finally do stop fighting my feeling, I get hurt, you don't know how bad this feels, this is the second time this has happened", I say
"Alice I-", I cut him off
"Just please drive me home", I say
"Ali-", I cut him off once again
"Please Jake I don't want to be here", I explain
"Fine, at least put on the jacket, your going to freeze to death", he explained
"Okay", I agree
He puts the jacket over my shivering body, and I follow him to his car.
I get in the car and he does the same. I turn out to the window while he turns on the car. We were soon on the road.
"Alice can you let me explain?", he said
"I won't care", I respond
"Yes you will", He replies
I didn't answer.
"Madi was my ex-girlfriend we broke up a 2 months ago", he said
I still didn't answer him.
"Alice, why do you think I will date another girl while dating you?", he shouted
"Because your the bad guy at school! You date all the girls at school Jake! You ditch! You don't give a crap about anything! You manipulate everything you see, to get it to do anything you want", I shout
"Alice I would never cheat on you", He repeated, I see him gripping on to the steering wheel. I assume I was making him mad.
"You don't give a crap about me", I mumble
Jake then pulls over and stops the car.
"Jake don't-", he then cuts me off
"No, i'm not going to 'stop' Alice. I'm not going to let our relationship be ruined by a lying bitch", he said in a mad tone
"Were not dating Jake", I trailed off
"Alice, I know you like me, and I like you, please don't tell me you believe her. You don't even know her!", he said in a mad tone
I didn't answer
"God Alice, Why are you making this so fucking hard", he mumbled
"I don't want to stop", I say
"What?", He asked, confused
"I don't want to stop fighting my feelings Jake, I-I don't want to get hurt again", I say still looking out the car window
"Alice I won't hurt you", he said
"I'm not taking that chance", I whisper
He takes a hold of my hand, but I pull it back.
"I'm sorry Jake, I-I don't want to", I say
I look over at him. He seemed really mad.
"Were not going anywhere until you finally believe me", he demands
"Jake please don-", he immediately cuts me off
"Why the hell are you dong this Alice", he barked
"What am I doing? Jake I'm hurt can't you see?", I exclaimed
"But the thing is, I didn't do shit!", he shouts sounding even more furious
I see him grip on to the steering wheel
"Get out", he said in a stern voice
What?
"Alice, get out", He said a little louder
"I-I don't know where I am", I explain
"I don't care, that's your problem", he replied
I open the car and get out.
I see him drive away until the car disappear.
I was cold and alone. I didn't know what to do. I didn't realize what just happened. I didn't realize what I have done.
