It's been 4 years since one direction went on haitus .... due you ever wonder that if the boys miss each other...and if they look back do the memories bring smile on their faces.....and if they get an brilliant opportunity to come back together will...
He always laughed a little to hard for a little to long and that's when I realised that he wasn't okay at all - HARRY
Louis P.O.V
Tomorrow would be my last day with harry i thought laying on my bed. I close my eyes and let darkness grow and spread until it morphs from a feeling of sadness into something worse a flashback or dream . I asked him to come back i was crying . I told him i still loved him and always would harry please. I need to talk to you. I miss you no ..no don't leave
Harry P.O.V While i was packing my stuff i noticed Louis shuddering. I went closer to him and hugged him . I felt that he relaxed as he came closer to me and dipped his head in crook of my neck. Of course he missed me as such as i did . There was no sense in blaming him for all this separation , staying away cause it was all my idea. Tough i thought it was best for all of us to stay away and follow our dreams separately cause we as a group were quite struck but the story turned upside down . I always was surrounded by the air of guilt . I regret every single decision i made . I can't basically face any of the boys . I was too scared to contact Louis also but now i thank God I did it .
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Eyes of green ..eyes of blue its funny to think how much they fell for him . Cheeky grin , loving smile. But the devil said they should be apart for a while They took his pen away and others speech so its not their fault that their skin became their words. People kept them away from each other....far from each others sight . They didn't allow them to smile and laugh together anymore . No more confessions were made ,no more lovely memories were shared . Their spirits died cause there was someone who couldn't understand true love was like he just saw money more than those lovely smiles
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Eyes of green were then full of tears . Only the sound of others voice could be heard . Cause the boy once he loved will always be in his heart, head and by his side cause now he is watching him freely from heaven above . Since the day he was gone lonely songs continuously played in his head . Eyes of green never understood why society caused the blue eyed to die
But still he accepted what he went through cause he knew the blue eyed always longed for freedom . And now he was happy cause his love got what he wished for in paradise above
entangled in bed with lou I read this poem through and through each time tears filling in my eyes . It was barely 5 in morning the day of our separation headed in no time. The air outside was heavy with moisture. It could rain but The sky was insolent blank , pale , and watery blue . I wiped the sweat on my lip and then i realised that a film of sweat covers every inch of my body . My eyes ached . Heart was beating fast . That was a horrible experience to read a poem written about you by someone about your feelings which you've always been asked to hide . I honestly do care about his feelings and making him unhappy. For everything he's gone through now he deserved to be happy . I could never begrudge him happiness. I wish it could be with me again . I crawled under the duvet and held Louis tighter than ever. I wanted to know what happened to him . Why he forced himself in such a thing . I wished i knew what i had to be sorry for. I tried desperately to make sense of all elusive fragments of my memory to colaborate were it went wrong. I felt Louis moving "what made you think to end your life?" I whispered
Louis P. O.V
"What made you think to end your life ?" I heard Harry saying in in morning raspy voice. "First the fucking management separated me from u then mom left me then felicite.. so what was left... tough i can accept that they are no more the part of my life ... but u are there and still so far ... i could not bear it ... now its all good as you are with me .. i know today is our last day ...please keep in touch now " harry nodded . I know i really wanted him . I really wanted us. I thought to myself why not?. I dont see why should we restrict ourselves lots of people don't . Men don't. I don't wanna hurt anybody, but you have to be true to yourself don't you?. Thats all what i wanted to do be true to my real self . Manytimes i felt like seeing if i could track down anybody from old days when we five were together, but then i think what would i talk to them about now?. They wont be even a bit interested. In any case i can't risk looking backwards it's always a bad idea.
This was exactly my fav chapter....what about you guys... niall and liam will definitely be there in next chapter... promise 😊
