It's been 4 years since one direction went on haitus .... due you ever wonder that if the boys miss each other...and if they look back do the memories bring smile on their faces.....and if they get an brilliant opportunity to come back together will...
Harry P.O.V I don't have words to describe what i felt at that moment,but now in my car i am furious, nails digging in my palm ,my knuckles white on steering wheel tears stinging my eyes . I feel a flash of intense anger. I feel as though something has been taken away from me. How could she? How dod Harmony dare to do this? I mean what is wrong with her. Look at the life we all have. Look at how beautiful it is now. I have never understood how people blithely disregard the damage they do by following their hearts . Who the hell said that following your heart is good thing? Its pure egotism and selfishness to conquer everything. Hatred for Harmony floods me. Louis is constantly speaking sitting beside me but i haven't heard a word ge said. I can't. I don't want to. We reached our hotel and i banged the door kicking the chair in my way. "Mate they are worried about us please let me answer the call"lou pleaded "Shut up" God what's wrong with me. i wanted to see them i dreamt about meeting them twice or thrice but when i was infront of them the way i reacted was marvellous . Now I'm snapping my best mate. I think about all the arguments I had with Harmony all terrible and pathetic things i said to her ,telling her that i never wanted to see her again. I feel overpowered by hatred for myself. I was standing amid the air of guilt. I was inhaling regrets. They wete eating me alive. I found my world ripped apart.
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I needed to cool down get things straight in my head. I was debating whether to call them back or not. I sat in a dark room for 3 hours trying to figure out what should be done. I know holding a grudge is just another burden. "At last you came out" lou relaxed when he heard the door knob ticking "Quick we need to go back to her" I hurriedly opened the door "What mate think again...you said so much there...Ethan is sure to break our bones now" "I'm ready for that also...i deserve that after speaking such bullshit"
Lou drove the car in silence. "Are u sure?" "Damn sure" "It's not an compulsion mate we can met Ethan and Harmony separately afterwards" "No i wanna met liam and niall too?" It sounded more like a question to myself. I wasn't even sure about what i was speaking He looked at me with horror installed in his face. "Don't you?"i asked "I do i really miss them" "Whats the issue then ...drive faster mate"
After a long journey we reached her place. I prayed for the best. As we entered i was welcomed by a nice punch on my face straight into my eyes. "Did you forget to speak something bitter that u are here again?...please go inside kill her for her mistake ....already you have broken her enough emotionally" my eyes got wet.
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I hung my head down in shame and didn't say a word. Louis held me tight. "Ppp......lease E..than" I raised my eyes and could not believe what they showed me. She looked like an old photograph dusted from an album after years. The pink from her lips , red from cheeks ,blue from eyes had faded. She didn't look alive. Her eyes red and swollen due to infinite shedding of tears. I know we get wrapped up in our heads, we miss out on what is available to us right at that moment. And i for sure did that foolishness.
Then my green irises catch her blue ones which turned pale when she saw me standing in front of her. For a moment neither of us moved . I could hardly bear looking at her. But when i did she doesn't recoil from me. She didn't say a word. I put my arm around her shoulders and pull her into me, her face against my chest . She breathed me in i could feel her breath hit my skin. For sure she could feel my heart thumping. I waited to feel diffrent and lighter, to feel better or worse. I felt relieved cause i know her reaction when she puts her fragile arms round my waist. I know i had done right. She isn't angry with me anymore. She doesn't think I'm a monster. She is safe with me know. I try to persuade myself that I did the right thing morally and professionally . It then strickes me that i was being an idiot . I hug her for longer than ever and then pull away softly. Then i raise her chin up with my finger to meet her eyes . "I'm so sorry princess...i don't have any words to express the guilt I'm going through now" I bend down on my knees in front of her. She comes closer and hugs me again. "I'm also sorry for such a stupid idea" "No it was great" i gave her a reassuring smile and pecked her cheeks . Then she hugged lou and Etan joined i too ran and jumped on Ethan. I know Harmony has an amazing capacity to turn sadness and hatred ,anger to love hope and happiness in no time. Then liam came running and clinged with lou .
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Till that time i greeted niall and then we four had a memorable group hug. Harmony and Ethan were clicking our pics.
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I swear its our best chirstmas so far. First we all decided to give gifts to our guardian angel. We even gave ger chirstmas bumps at sharp 12 and cut the cake. Then Harmony brought a huge canvas. It had a mind blowing painting of four of us hugging after our concert. She deserves much better gifts so all five of us planned something exciting for her.
