Niall P.O.V
I took a flight from USA to England . Liam too came from New Zealand we booth had decided to surprise Harmony on 24 December at night as on 25th night she had to celebrate Christmas with her family.
Tough she invited us she never forced us . I like that cause she adjusts with everyone in every situation and tries to understand other's problems. Together we entered her house . She jumped in glee. "U came ....i never expected to see u ....this is awesome i assure you that this is gonna be your best chirstmas so far". We hugged her and sat .she served us Mocktails.Louis P.O.V
Its chirstmas week...i am already in England and Harry's gonna reach in no time . I was at airport waiting for him. Ethan too was arriving from cuba . Harmony invited us for a day spend on 24 at as planned we cut cut cake at 12am on 25 but i felt it wasn't possible but somehow all of us made it. We all together reached the place with huge gifts in our hands. As we entered the house and saw what was happening in front of us . My and Harry's gifts fell from our hands.
Harmony P.O.V
I know today is a special day. Greatest in history but no one knows except for me. I had made by best arrangements for them all.i even painted them four hugging as i would give it as a gift to them to congratulate them when they come back together.
Even if i could tell someone,i don't think i should. I trust them all i really do . It's funny That the thing jolding me back from telling them is not fear of what they'll do,how they'll react , not the fear of judgement by others its their feelings. I can say I'm betraying them all had even painted Even if i could tell someone,i don't think i should. I trust them all i really do . It's funny That the thing jolding me back from telling them is not fear of what they'll do,how they'll react , not the fear of judgement by others its their feelings. I can say I'm betraying them all. If i tell Ethan he won't approve it. But otherwise when i think of all the stuff they've done other betrayals this should be peanuts but isn't. Somehow i feel I'm doing worse cause this is real life not a fantasy. I hope that they all take it in a good way.
I was damn sure that Harry and Louis will make it somehow cause our bond is too strong to break . They won't disappoint me . Me, Ethan, Harry and Louis talk for hours daily . We do group chattings video calls . We are inseparable. They both are just like my brothers now . I really love them cause they are the reason I'm so close to Etan today. So it is my turn to bring them close to the relation they loathe for.
Liam and niall were having their drinks when i heard the foot tappings and the giggles .
"Surprise love"lou entered followed by Ethan and then Harry.
"Princess we got gifts for you" Harry held a huge wrapped gift which fell from his hands as his glance fell on the two guests sitting on the sofa. Louis too could not refrain from dropping down the gifts.
There was a wave of uncomfort and doubt. I could feel tension in the air.
Louis stood confused first he gazed at me then at those two boys on the sofaNiall was utter confused . He could not comprehend what was going on
And then Liam wished Harry and Louis but got no greetings back.
Then out of all the boys there was Harry who stood like a corpse. It seemed that the soul had departed from his body which was followed by outburst like the eruption of a volcano. He looks at me affronted almost startled"These were your intentions from the first day. Right Harmony" I felt my heart in my mouth. My voice was a croak . Tears were stinging the back of my eyes. "Speak something"he shouted. I shrugged. My hair rose.
It was spine freezing to meet his horrid gazeI couldn't hold back my emotions.
"Take it easy mate"Ethan tried to pacify him . "Easy???" He kept his eyes on my face,the hint of a frown between his eyes.
I kept silent. I was completely deranged. I didn't speak or nod or do anything.
"I can say her whatever i wish to mate.....and you Harmony what do think you own us?"
"Who the hell are you ....I'll answer it for you ....a foolish teenage girl who hasn't yet explored the world, faced miseries or pains and fake relations and just thinks that she knows everything and can solve any problems"
"Enough Harry styles"Ethan stood behind me his big hands on my bony shoulders gripping me properly ready to protect me from anyone.
"Its not the way you think....." i wanted to complete my sentence clear the chaos i made but could not utter further .
"U could have told us about them love..." I was getting the feeling that Louis wasn't on my side after all and i was starting to feeling tearful again.
He fell silent for a bit letting this sink in before getting to his feet urshing towards door, abruptly turning and marching out of it.
"From now and here ...we are over...now u are none to me... Good bye Ethan"
He was followed by Louis who gave me a sympathetic look.. a look that said don't worry everything will be ok . He'll be fine soon. Both in no time were out of my sight. What happened was incomprehensible .A black hole opened up in the centre of the room and swallowed me. I got very upset i started to shake and cry . I was angry i was distraught maybe vengeful. I know i did a stupid thing . It took me ages to get back the courage and look around the room. We all sat down and nobody said anything,they just looked at me expectantly. Then all of them started to console me.
Ethan gave me an almost imperceptible shake of his head and sighed with an expression that none of this was necessary.
"Didn't you know that this is gonna happen?" There was no point in lying. i busted into tears again.
"Harmony"ethan asked "are you allright?"
I shook my head. I put my hand out on his lap he took it.
"Harmony"Niall called
I didn't say anything
"You can't keep on crying...relax"liam patted my back slowly and repeatedly "let's get this clear"
I shook my head
"Harmony"Ethan repeated. Everytime they said my name they made it worse.i wanted to scream , shout run away to a place where no one knows me. I was pulled closer to Ethan violently. He tried to hold me but couldn't . I was fighting back. I started yelling telling that i don't give a shit to anyone. He tried to quiten me-worried.
He grabbed hold of my shoulders, his tumb digging in my flesh at top of my arms and told me to calm down and stop behaving like a fussy toddler. He shook me, hard; I thought for a second he was going to slap me but he hugged me tight. I had a crushing sensation of wrongness , of shame, i know immediately I've done something stupid. I go through my awful , aching ritual of trying to apprehend why i decided to do that.***
My eyes red and puffy mascara rubbed into corners. I don't look well three hours I've just been crying. I look wounded. Ethan forced me to shower. I stand in shower for ages, gradually reducing the water temperature,making it cooler and cooler until its properly cold. That cold water should sooth my skin but i feel no change.
Then he forced me out giving me clothes to wear then giving me food. Liam and niall tried to contact Louis and harry but both didn't answer our calls. I know now that everything i dreamt had disappeared. It was the last time I saw them.
I'm crying my eyes out 😭😭😭
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