A Daughter's Pain

Late at Night

How could you leave me. Aren't you the one who is supposed to love me the most.? Every time I hear that song, every time I dream, every time I sleep, every time I look at the sun, I feel the tears burn my eyes. I taste their salty stream and when I go to wipe my face they mix with the very blood you made. The taste of blood and tears mixes in my mouth as I cry more to think that you are supposed to love me and care for me yet I'm here bleeding for you. You've made my wrist bleed for years, you've made my tears come almost everyday for as long as I could remember.

Knowing that all my night terrors are because of you, what you did to me, what you let him do to me... Makes me cry and want to bleed even more. Where were you when I was weak and vulnerable.? Where were you when he was beating me.? Where was your head when you were beating me.? It's hard to believe a mother would do this to their first born child, their baby, their little girl, their supposed Sunshine.

You almost destroyed me...I guess slowly you are... I'm just to scared to admit it to myself...