Pain Or Redemption ( Complete)

Part-7(a)

Part-7(a)
As soon as khushi comes to know that she is pregnant she decides to  tell arnav about her pregnancy first Khushi was happy she was sure that after knowing about the baby arnav will surely change and after that everything will be fine between her and arnav they will be like normal husband and wife their marriage life will be normal couple marriage life. For the sake of Child khushi decided to forget past and move on.

While arnav was working khushi went to him " arnavji i wanted to tell you something please listen to me" said khushi but arnav did not replied

" Please listen to me its something important " again khushi said with a hope arnav will listen her.

Suddenly arnav's phone started ringing arnav looked at caller id and in place of giving reply to khushi arnav picked up the phone. This hurted Khushi lot not because in place of listening her arnav picked up phone but it was the person whose phone arnav picked.

After hello arnav did not said anything so khushi does not understand what exactly person but as soon as arnav keep the phone he goes to pick his car keep

" Please dont go" said khushi holding arnav hand she had tears in her eyes which were threatening to come on face. Arnav once looked at hold then back to khushi and with jerk take his hand from khushi's hold

But khushi again hold it " please dont go i wanted to tell you something important arnavji " said khushi with a light sob and tears which were in her eyes comes on her face but arnav did not listen to her and he goes to meet Lavanya who called him as she got in some problem.

Khushi got hurted very much she fell down on floor " he promised and took swear of di that he will leave her still he is going to meet her do my baby will ever be important for him that for him/ her he will change" asked mother inside the khushi khushi got more tears in her eyes.

Suddenly she felt to puke so she run into washroom while puking she felt dizziness and after few seconds she got unconscious in washroom.

After few hours  khushi get consciousness  she try to get with the hold of wash basin when her eye feel on her another hand khushi got shocked her hand was red then she looked at the floor and her dress she got worried and tears started coming out from her eyes her instinct is telling her she has lost her baby " no.. no this can not be possible " said khushi slowly to herself looking at her hand full of blood

She cleared her tears and changed her dress gathered courage and energy to go to the doctor for checkup without telling anyone.

When she went for checkup there her last hope also died she got news that few hours ago she  lost her last hope also she lost her baby she got miscarriage khushi does not asked the reason from doctor why she got miscarriage because now all it just does not matters for her.

With the lost of her child today khushi lost everything.

Some how khushi  reached home where she locked herself in room.

She cried lot  today again khushi lost her husband lost her baby with it lost her every hope whatever dreams she make since the time she come to know she is pregnant all got shattered and around 12a.m. news of arnav's accident come.

About  her Pregnancy and Miscarriage khushi did not told to anyone.Anjali asked many time about this day as she felt khushi was very upset but khushi never told about it whenever anjali asked about this day khushi wounds of loosing her baby and every hope again got open and it always give her pain.

Flashback end
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After reading khushi's diary arnav came home when he entered in the room he see khushi was changing the bed sheet.