Pain Or Redemption ( Complete)

Part-8(b)

"Khushi i have lost my memory not my mental stability in my accident that i dont understand your behaviour " said arnav angrily but still in low tone as he knows khushi scares by his anger he was frustrated with the khushi's avoiding behaviour towards him since last 5days

" that is the problem arnavji you have lost your memory but not mental stability " said khushi to herself but arnav hear her

He turned khushi to himself " What.. what did you mean by that i have lost my memory not stability should i have lost my..." but khushi cut him in between

"arnavji i have some work i have to go please leave me " said khushi removing arnav's hand but his hold on her hand became tight

" no firstly tell me what did you mean by your words ( arnav hold khushi's chin and lift up to see in khushi's eyes whose eyes were missing something and this give pain to arnav because his heart somewhere knows that whatever khushi's eyes is missing is something very big  but at present he did not able to recognize )

While khushi she looked in arnav's eyes  which were full of confusion " i mean nothing please leave me" said khushi tried to remove arnav hold from her arm

" no i will not leave you till the time you will tell me what exactly you mean and why are you avoiding me " arnav said more stubbornly

" arnavji person should live in reality than any illusion because one or the other day reality will come out breaking every illusion and if a person will live in an illusion forgetting reality than after coming out of the reality it will give more pain to that person and I don't want to take that pain " said khushi which confused arnav more.

In between arnav's hold get loose so khushi take advantage of this and goes from kitchen leaving confuse arnav

" What does she means illusion, reality, pain what what exactly khushi wanted to say " said arnav doing to and fro in the room. He was totally confused what exactly khushi means

" Now how should i understand this illusion, reality ( arnav sit on bed hide his face in his hands) oh god khushi khushi what do you exactly means ?" said arnav

Arnav think what exactly he said to the khushi and what khushi said to him he started joining dots

Suddenly arnav get up from his place " so khushi wanted to say my memory loose that means this time period is illusion and before my accident was reality and if one day my memory come back then this illusion will break and reality will be back in which i was beast that that means khushi is not trusting me ?" asked arnav to himself

" yeah that is the thing she is not ready to trust me because of my behaviour which is different from before my accident ,so i have to make khushi trust me that i love her and wanted to start a new life with her but.. but for this i have to tell khushi that now i know about everything before my accident no no i should not tell her this but now firstly i should propose her and do everything by which she can trust me." said arnav to himself

" yeah.. yeah this is correct now its a time i should propose her but how should i do this" said arnav

Arnav thought for a second " oh yes how can i forget this is great i will do this only" said arnav with a smile

In the evening

" di you called me" asked khushi to anjali who called khushi in her room

" yeah khushi come sit( khushi goes and sit near anjali on her bed)woh actually i needed your favour " said anjali

" why are you asking di just tell me what do you want ? i will do that" said khushi