Pain Or Redemption ( Complete)

Part-12(b)

With the voice of closing gate arnav relieases that khushi has already left without giving him answer this increases the pain and fear of losing khushi. Through diary and few minutes before khushi's reaction were clearly saying that Khushi was very much hurted and still have not forgiven him " but how she can forgive you? have you ever said sorry for your every sin? asked for forgiveness NO " asked arnav's mind  to his heart which did not replied because he knows whatever his mind said is truth

" Arnav you have did sin and you will needed lots of hardwork to woo khushi and get her trust " said arnav's mind

" I will do everything to earn khushi's forgiveness, trust and love which was before in her heart for me i will prove my love for her " said arnav's heart

" I will win you khushi " said arnav looking to the gate

Suddenly " but what happened to baby how baby di..." arnav not able to say DIED word as thought of  baby's death give him pain but he dont  know the pain which arnav has its 1000times khushi was having after her child death.

Inside washroom
" hai DM why did you open the wound of my baby's death  why? DM why?  ( khushi put hand on belly) i wanted to forget the death of my baby then why you reminded me ? " said Khushi while crying. Pain which any mother have after losing her baby is much. bigger then any other persons pain except her no one can understand this pain not even Father who also lost his half part.

At present arnav feeling to kill himself but do killing himself is the solution for the mess he create then its answer big NO

Arnav was waiting for the khushi
" Khushi i.. i want to know about baby?" said arnav slowly to khushi who was combing her hairs.

" there is nothing to tell you about baby" said khushi  controlling het tears

" What happened to baby please tell me?" again asked arnav
Khushi turned towards arnav " i got miscarriage " said khushi before tear fell on her cheek she turn to otherside

" How ? i mean what did doctor said?" asked arnav
" i did not asked to doctor" ( arnav turn toward khushi towards him)

" khushi you should have told to anyone if not me then di or nani or your amma babuji "

" Arnavji you had read my diary and now you knows how i feel by your this behaviour so stop of all and this concern of yours for me it does  not suits you ?" said khushi removing arnav's hand

" for me related to you everything suits khushi and i know how you feels but khushi i really love you now" said arnav

Khushi lightly chuckled arnav got confuse " Arnavji get ready for office its already 7.30" said khushi

" where are you going ?" asked arnav to khushi who turned to go down

" downstairs i have to make breakfast for everyone " said khushi turning to arnav

" NO you will not go in the kitchen " said arnav

Khushi got shocked and confused " Yesterday itself we had decided we will not going to talk anyone all are our enemy " said arnav which irritated khushi

" stop being possessive arnavji and you will not going to tell me where i should go and where not? also it was you who thought others are our enemy but i dont think so stop imposing your wishes on me" said khushi with little bit anger which was due to arnav's possessiveness

Anger raises in arnav  " i am your( arnav hold khushi fore arm) husband and i have every right to impose my wish on you." said arnav

" so now you will going to force me " said khushi raising her eyebrows and it shocked arnav suddenly thought of forcing himself on khushi come in his mind and anger which he has few second before vanished