He licked his lips and looked me in my eyes ...
Naomi Thoughts : Ace kissed me , and put his arms around my waist . It was dark outside . We didn't turn off the lights but we changed the color of them to blue . I asked him can we try something new . He's never seen this side of me , so I wanted to show him what I could do . He told me I wasn't ready for that and he knew what I was wanting to try . Ace knew me like a book , so I just went with what he said . He picked me and pecked my lips with a kiss at first and then deepened it . I don't know why but I never closed my eyes when we kissed . It was like I didn't want to miss the moment . Our energy and emotions were all right there . The room was full of our vibe . We weren't the type to have sex to music , no need to drown out the sound of ecstasy . I asked God for forgiveness every time we finished , because I knew this sin was important . It had a lot to it . Ace laid my body down on the bed . He took his shirt off and mine too . His body was pressed against mine as he was on top of me kissing my neck , chest , and down to my stomach . He looked me in my eyes as he kissed me right there . This was different from what he normally did . As he was kissing me , he stopped .
Ace POV : Me and Naomi were about to have sex . I was in the moment until I started kissing her and I just stopped . I looked her in her eyes . I was speechless , because the thought of my daughter hit me . I couldn't keep this from her anymore . She was the only girl I've ever been with that I really loved and I knew if she found out from somebody else it would hurt her more than it would now . I told her to put her clothes on , she just looked at me but went ahead . She handed me my shirt and I put it on .
Ace : Naomi I need to tell you something
N : I'm listening
A : I don't know how to say this but Erin's daughter is my daughter . I didn't know . I just found out when Malaya went missing and Erin told me . I was mad at her for not telling me before . But Erin decided to tell me then .
N : ( she doesn't say anything just sits there , staring at the ground . Ace puts face in his hands )
Naomi : I didn't know what to say . Right now I'm speechless . I couldn't move . Just the thought of be giving him my body and he knew how much it meant to me . He kept the biggest secret away from me . But I guess it was better off he tell me than me finding out from someone else .
Ace : I promised her I wouldn't hurt her like he did . Man I promised her , and I broke this promise . She didn't move at all . She just sat there . I tried to say something to her but it's like I was no longer there .
A : Na . Na . Naomi
N :
A : Naomi
N : I don't want to talk right now .
A : Naomi , I promise you if I would've known before I would have told you and you know that . You know wouldn't do you like that .
N : Ace can you just leave me alone right now .
A : ( grabs his keys ) goodnight Naomi . At least I told you before anybody else did . I'm not the one who cheated on you like HE did . I know I messed up but I was man enough to tell you the mistake I made . A mistake , I wasn't even aware of myself . ( he walks out of room & out of her house )
Naomi POV : I sat there and took in the last words he'd said to me . He was right , it better him telling me than someone else , and he was man enough to tell me what he did . But I can't hold that against him . It was before I even met him and he didn't know Erin was pregnant when they broke up . The more I thought about , the more it hurt me . It hurt me because he poured his heart out to me and I just sat there being stubborn as always . All I could is cry . It's crazy because he's the only person I want to be with and now I probably lost him over a little argument that we could've talked about and I could've reasoned with him .
Ace POV : When I walked out of her house I just sat in the car . I sat there thinking about everything that just happened . We went from about to have sex to arguing . Because of me . I wasn't mad about not getting any from her . I'm never mad about that cause it's just sex . But Naomi , man I loved that girl . I had to tell her though . Maybe , I should've listened to my mom back then , then I wouldn't even be in this situation . I sat there a few more minutes then I started my car and headed home . On the way home , I played some music . Normally , some music helps me get through a situation . Music always helps me . But tonight , it just wasn't hitting me . I started to break down . Man , I might've lost the girl that I healed . The girl who I fought for . The girl who's smile brightens up my day . She's the one who I want in my future . The little things about her matter to me . I remember one night when we were chilling she had to go home because she had something to do early that morning but she ended up staying at my house the whole night . We just laid in my bed watching movies and vibing . It was different , our love was different . I've never like a female so much . She was all I ever wanted . I continued to drive , crying my heart out blasting music . She was all I could think about . My eyes started to get blurry , so I decided to make a u-turn and go back to her house to make everything right with her . Before I knew it , I blacked out .
