DESTINY - K. SEOKJIN .
Fame comes with hate, but for some people it's harder to deal with than others. No one noticed the smile fall from his face or the broken pieces of what had once been his confidence and self love. So he took his last breath, b...
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Hey, hobi!
You're my adorable ray of sunshine and you should stay that way. You light up people's days with your smiles and over the top humor that I adore. You made me smile and laugh even when I just wanted it all to stop. You're such an amazing and wonderful human being, this wretched world does not deserve such a divine creature such as yourself. I love you, hobi. I hope you know that even though I've seemed mad at everyone lately. I've just been mad at myself for being so selfish. Do I deserve this one thing? I want it so badly to stop. I want the voices to stop yelling at me and screaming. I want it to stop.
I'm sorry for stressing you out so much. I hope you know I really cared and tried to please you with my dancing. I know lately I haven't been doing much, but that's only because I'm leaving sadly. Before though, I'd stay up until four in the morning practicing until I was unable to move. I'd also work out with Jeonggukie at five in the morning so I could be stronger. I hope you continue to have hope and show others that spring will one day come even if it's the dead of winter. You made me see hope, even if it was just for what felt like a split second it was still hope.
I've always wanted to make a mini album with you. I've always loved your singing and rapping, but I knew that my voice would ruin the entire thing. This is all quite ironic isn't it? Epiphany was about finally realizing I should love myself, yet in reality I had never hated myself more. I hope you love yourself, never listen to the haters. You're beautiful and way more talented than any of them. They call you ugly, but all I see is the epitome of beauty. I would kill to have your looks, plus you know what theysay about rappers and dancers. I have a feeling what they say is true. I can't wait for you to meet the love of your life and live happily ever after. Make sure to mention your Jin-hyung to the husband or wife and kids. You're destined to have a happy ending, because it's what you deserve. I wish I could say the same, but right now as I write this I'm happy. Just thinking about you makes me feel something other than pain. Your affect on me and others is remarkable.
You amaze more and more everyday even when I think I can think of you even more highly than I already do. You prove me wrong every day and I love it. Stay the same or grow from my death, you deserve it. I can't wait to see you happier than ever with a bright smile on your face as you stare at your lover.
Now, as I have said on everyone else's letter, I must say goodbye. Don't miss me though, I'll be right beside you until the end. I'll be beside all of you no matter what. I love you.
