Lie to the Touch | Y.M

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Yoongi didn't understand why he was feeling so scared for the boy. Why was his chest constricted at thoughts he wanted to keep out of his mind at the time. Why was the boy standing on the edge, making him feel things he's never felt for anyone in his life before? What was Jimin to him in the first place?

Thoughts of him being in Jimin's position far too many times, brought along the feelings he felt at the time. But now he knows what Jimin had felt every time the boy witnessed Yoongi trying to end things.

"Please get down from there!" Yoongi struggled out, standing a good two meters away from the latter.

"NO! This is my choice. So let me be." Jimin retorted, turning to face back towards the city in front. Yoongi gulped, taking a small step forward.

"Jimin why are you doing this? J-just please-"

"What's it to you Min?" Jimin retorted.

Yoongi was a little taken aback. He didn't know how to answer Jimin back. What was he supposed to say in a situation like this? Should he just turn around and leave? But then what happens after? Will Jimin be gone? Will he be responsible for this? Will he be blamed for all of this?

"Jimin-"

"Yoongi, why did you even bother to show up here? You could've just torn the note and walked away from all of this."

"I couldn't do that-"

"Why? What's holding you back?"

"I-I I,"

"Is it me?"

"Tell me Yoongi, why did you show up? Do you even feel anything for me? Oh wait, let me guess you just sympathize with me, right? Or am I just another person that you can block out?"

"What am I to you? Someone you can pity?" Jimin continues.

"I always thought that maybe I could be different for you, someone you could rely on. Someone you could lean on, fall back on. I understand what it feels like being alone. I thought we were similar in ways, that maybe we could find comfort in one another. I must have read the situation wrong because that's not what you saw in me. I was some burden to you, wasn't I?" Jimin chuckled a little to himself, feeling amusement in his misery.

"None of that is tru-"

"Stop," Jimin cut off. Taking a brief pause he continued his next words in deep regret.

"None of this will affect your life in the end so why bother Min Yoongi. I'm meaningless to you." Jimin muffled trying to hold back his tears.

Yoongi stood there silently with tearful eyes, as he stared ahead into nothingness. Jimin was right this wouldn't affect his life. Or would it?

"WHY AREN'T YOU SAYING ANYTHING!" Jimin finally screamed, tears pouring down his cheeks.

Yoongi flinched a little bit, but didn't make an effort to look up at the boy.

"I'm sorry." Yoongi could only whisper.

He's sorry you had to rely on someone like him. He's sorry you had to like someone like him. He's sorry for even existing in your life. He's sorry for everything. He's just sorry, Jimin.

That's when it hit Yoongi, his heart felt something about the boy in front of him. Nobody in the world could ever make Yoongi think twice about them. However this certain boy made the ice that encased around his heart melt. That boy had managed to rip off the blindfold blinding Yoongi, showing him things he's never seen before. If only he could find the words to describe how he felt for that boy.

Pity?

Fondness?

Empathy?

Desire?

Then it clicked.

"I-I like you!" Yoongi mumbled more to himself, as his head was tilted down with his eyes tightly shut.

"W-what?" Jimin questioned, words lightly caressing his ears, but not loud enough to be registered.

"I LOVE YOU DAMMIT!"

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