I'm only 14 (poetry book)

X 14 X

It happend,

I'm not 13

I'm 14

Its scary

Its not how I'm getting older, but I've noticed quite a few people changing

She has changed

She is my friend

But when I talk to someone else

She doesn't like it

When she talks to someone

She leaves me out

When it was just the two of us, we had so much fun

But now, to be honest I'm scared

She's been clingy

She's been touchy

I yell at her to stop, then she gets upset, and its my fault

Its always my fault

She pulled my hair, I dug my fingers into her hand.

And she got mad

She ignored me

She is my one of few good friends

She doesn't like me talking to others

So if she leaves

I will have no one

I don't want to loose those days we interrupt science class by laughing till our lungs hurt

I don't want the silly filters on Snapchat on the bus to end

Even if I found the strength to tell her,

I will be alone

I can't ignore her

If she is acting strange

I'll have to deal with it

I won't let her lay a finger on me anymore

She doesn't have to be my friend anymore

If she leaves

I will be fine...

Hopefully

Highschool is coming

I have my classes all ready

Maybe I could find more friends

Because since the day she made me cry

Since the day the pulled my hair

I realized I need new freands