Hippy Girl | Thug Boy

No Bullshit

(Z POV)

My alarm went off causing me to jump out my peaceful sleep. I rolled out the bed straight to the floor. I got up and dragged myself to the bathroom. I took a shower and handled my hygiene. I walked to my closet to look for something to wear. It was suppose to rain today so I grabbed my favorite tie dye hoodie with some black tights, I put on some HUF tree palm socks and pulled them over my tights. I put on my white high top chucks grabbed my purse, keys, and phone. I walked down stairs my brother must have gotten drunk last night and fell asleep on the couch. I grabbed a pop tart and kissed his forehead and left out.

Pulling up to the school in my new car made me feel like I was the shit. Today I enjoyed the all eyes on me thing. "Whaaaat, she not late... orrr high!" Gabby said making me laugh. "That's cause I'm in a good mood today." I said grabbing my books out the locker. "Soo, how was your date???" Gabby asked me causing me to smile. "Oh my god, I know that smile.. omg y'all together huh?" she asked. All I could do was nod my head yea. She squealed making me laugh. I felt a pair of lips on my neck I turned around to see it was Langston. "Hey babe!" I said hugging him. "Wassup!" he said. We started to walk to first hour. "Damn." Gabby said referring to Chris. "What's the problem?" I asked. "Chris fine ass reminded me of the project." she said shaking her head. "Oh no!" I said turning to Langston. All he could do was laugh. We walked in the class, I was looking for Tori but she didn't come today, I just shrugged it off. After 60 minutes of the teacher rambling about who knows we got up at the sound of the bell. Me and Gabby walked to the restrooms. In came Tori she was looking pale and like she didn't care what she looked like. She looked over to me and put her head down over the sink. I felt bad for the little girl but she did what she did. "I'm sorry." she said trying not cry. "What?" me and Gabby said at the same time. "I'm sorry that you are a boyfriend stealer and a dream killer!!" she yelled. I looked at Gabby and she just shrugged her shoulders. "Ok first I didn't steal your boyfriend, y'all was broken up when we got together. and secondly what dream did I kill. YOU was pregnant and didn't know who the father was. YOU was the one who cheated on a good guy. YOU was the one who lied to another good guy. And once again YOU did this to yourself so don't come at me with the bullshit." I said making sure she had understood what I said. She fell to the floor crying. "I killed my baby.." she slurred. "Because my brother told you too." I said. Gabby looked at me if I committed a crime. I grabbed my things and walked out the bathroom. I didn't have time for no sorry ass girl who was just going to blame everything on me. Gabby was running behind me. "You ok?" she asked. "Oh yea I'm fine." I said but I was lying, I missed the old ways when I didn't talked to no one when I only sat in my room and lived in my dream world. I walked up to Langston. "We need to talk."I demanded. "Yea, we do need to talk." he said agreeing. "Well let's talk." I said walking off. He was following behind me trying to keep up. "Ok let me go first... my moms wanna meet you so tonight your coming to my house and have dinner with us." he said. I felt bad for what I was about to do but it need to be done. "We need a break." I said. He looked at me and couldn't say nothing. "A break huh, why?" "It's to much going on your ex blaming me for her bullshit, my brother doing shit I never seen him do and I'm just out my element." I said throwing my hands up in surrender. "Tonight, I will come over and meet your family but after that we just need a break so I can screw my head back on straight." I said and I walked off not talking to no one.

After school I went straight home, Langston texted me but I didn't respond. The he kept calling my phone. I texted him saying he should only text me for when he's on his way to come get me for tonight. I walked inside and my brother was talking to some lady on the couch. I looked at her thinking she was one of his hoes. "That's her?"she asked. "Yep" he said. I took another look at her while she got up to walk closer to me. She looked like my brother exactly like him. But she had hair like me. "Hey Z." she said. I looked at her like she was crazy. "You probably don't know me but I'm you big brother twin. Your oldest sister."she said catching me off gaurd. "Wait. your his twin and my big sister??" I asked all confused. "Yea, I was sent to live with our aunt in Texas when you where a baby, I promised to come back to see you and I'm here." I couldn't believed the fact that Julian had a twin sister name Julia and no one told me about her. "Nice to meet you." I said walking up stairs not in the mood. I closed my room door and plopped in my bed. I laid there thinking...just thinking. My phone vibrated. It was Langston telling me what time to get ready and when he was coming. I still had some feelings for him but I needed my space to rethink my life. I rolled over and closed my eyes before I knew it I was sleep.

I finally woke up and looked at the time it was time for me to get ready. I got up and jumped in the shower and did my hygienes. I picked out a a black crop top with some jeans. I put on a over sized floral cardigan and some flats. I fluffed up my hair and penned it up out my face. Langston texted me he was down stairs. I grabbed my purse and keys and jogged down the stairs. I looked up and seen my brother his twin sister and Langston all sitting on the couch. "Sit." Julian said. I rolled my eyes and walked over to the love seat and sat next to Langston. "Is this your boyfriend?" Julia asked. "Uhmm..yea." I said looking down. "Z what's the matter, why you mad at this handsome young man?" she asked. "I'm not mad.. I just need a break I'm not used to all this drama, I'm usually to being to myself not worrying about anything." I said not trying to look nobody. "Well you can't put this young man on hold sweetie, you gotta choose cause he can't sit there and wait for your green light and the other girls are ready for him." she making me feel bad. I didn't want to leave him but I thought a break would help us while I get myself back together." "And you.. stop meeting your woman at clubs and meet them somewhere more advanced." she said to my brother making me laugh. Langston didn't say nothing he just sat there staring out of space.. god I love his eyes it was like a whole story was to be told and I wanted to know. "Well y'all to beautiful people get going, y'all have a hot cooked meal waiting for y'all." Julia said dismissing us. We got up and walked to the car. Langston opened my door letting me get in. "Thanks." I said dryly. "Welcome." he said sounding pissed and sad. The ride was silent music wasn't even playing. "So who all live with you?" I asked breaking the silence. "My mom and my 4 year old sister." he replied. I nodded my head and turned my head looking out the window. "I agree with what your sister said." Langston said while pulling up in the driveway and putting the car in park. "Yea, I do too." I said looking around. "Well maybe you can make your decision after tonight." he said then getting out the car.

We walked threw the door. "SPUUUUD!" a little girl said running out the kitchen. "Hey princess!" he said picking her up. She looked like she could be his daughter. "I'm in the kitchen and dinners ready!" his mom yelled. We walked to the kitchen, Langston kissed his mom and they both turned to me. "This is Zaya, you can call her Z for short." he said "Awww you are beautiful." she said making me smile. "Your freckles are just wow, and you said you met her at school Spud?" I laughed at her reaction and Langston was staring at me. We walked to the table, she had everything set and the food looked so good. We sat at the table and said our grace. "AMAN!" his little sister said making everyone laugh. "What's your name?" she asked me before she stuffed her mouth with chicken. "Zaya." I said she giggled. "My names Lina!" she tried to say with a mouth full of food. "Langston told me so much about you." His mother told me. "Oh really what he say?" I asked looking over at Langston who had a weak smile causing me to smile. "How you guys met, how pretty you are and other nice things." she said all I could do was smile even harder. "I feel this tension between you guys, what's the problem." "There's no problem ma." Langston said sounding aggravated. "Lies, your lying to me spud. Now tell me." "It's nothing really just petty stuff." I said hoping she would leave the topic alone. "Well look here, don't let no petty shit.. excuse my French cause y'all relationship to fall out. Nobody knows y'all relationship but y'all. If you two break up cause somebody said something imma shove my foot up.. you know the rest." I nodded my head to an agreement. We finished eating and I was in the kitchen helping Langston mom with the dishes. She told me how he used to trap and how she was shot at and Lina was kidnap, I damn near was in tears when she told me. She told me his dad left when he was ten so he never really had a father figure, but she tried to raise him the best way she can. She told basically everything about him. I felt good knowing more about him it's like I could trust him even better.

After that Langston went on ahead and took me home. " you made your decision?" he asked. "Yep." I said fidgeting in my seltbelt. "Then what is it." he said. "Langston do you really want to be with me?" I asked turning to him. He stopped at the stop sign and looked at me closely. "Of course Zaya." "Can it be possible for us to work out our problems even when I have my moments?" "If you willing to then I'm down." He said making me smile. I knew I had something special and I had to keep him. "Soooo, basically no break?" he asked. "Nope." I said shaking my head repeatedly. He leaned over to kiss me. "It's just me and you babe!!" he said. I wasn't going to let this boy go.