You and I

Chpt.13 Stay With Me

Lydia's P.O.V

Did this really just happen me and Mark. I felt like as if I had the words *scared as fuck* written all over my face. I was scared I had a dream about James that he was running after me and Mark was there.

~The Dream~

I was running and running through a dark alley. Out of breath I stopped in the middle of the alley.

"Mark?!" I yelled. But nothing I saw a figure coming from the end of the alley and I just started running fast then I saw Mark across the street. I was walking toward him when this girl comes up to him and kisses him and he kisses back! Why am I so mad and feel like crying? I don't like him! Do I? Oh shit I think I do but he's mark and I'm me.....we could never be together its not real life. I felt someone grab my arm so tight I scream in pain.

"Ahhh, what the hell?!" I yelled.

"Hey babe where you going?" Said the man that killed me inside......James.

"James?!" I said in shock.

"Yup, you tried to leave me at the mall but guess what I'm here to stay" he had the most evil look in his eyes and his little smirk. "Lets go bitch!" he yelled and I screamed for Mark but he just looked at us and then the girl just pulled him away as he smiled and walked away.

"Mark!" I yelled. Which just made James mad. "Help"

"Bitch your mine!!!" he said then slapped me and kicked me. I fell to the floor and he pulled out a knife.

"J-JA AHHH!" I yelled as he cut my arms. The stabbed me and I kept thinking why did Mark just leave me?

~End Of Dream~

Mark was yelling at me to wake up the things went blank I saw him talking but didn't hear. I started to walk away when I just fell and couldn't move.

"Oh shit." he mumbled a picked me up bridal style,but I wasn't gonna complain I felt safe and secure like James won't hurt me if I'm with Mark. Being with Mark I like the way it sound me with Mark. I had those butterflies you get when your younger and had a small crush and now I feel like I have them too! He set me down on his bed and pulled the blankets over me they smelled like him...mmm okay Lydia thats weird stop.

"I'll just sleep in the guest room" He said tiredly.

"Mark?" I whispered while sitting up a little.

"Yes?" he replied.

"Can you stay?" I asked hoping he'd say yes.

"Sure" he whispered and then I relaxed back and then he took his shirt off showing his amazing body and closed my eyes and slept on my side. Drifting off to a peaceful sleep......I wish.

~Dream number 2~

Mark and me came back from an amazing dinner stumbling through the door.

"Mark!" I said while giggling uncontrollably.

"Yeah wass up babe" he said while grabbing my hand and taking me to the couch.

We sat the and I laid my head on his chest. I can smell the alcohol from his breath it was it mine?

"Do you smell that?" I asked.

"Yeah...what ever" he said then slid me on his lap and nuzzled his face in my neck.

"Stop it tickles" I said while trying not to laugh and slightly pulled away.

"Noo" he said then pulled me closer and our faces inches a part. We kissed and it was passionate then turned heated. He pulled away and said,

"Stop, dont start something you can finish" then let out a frustrated sigh.

"Mark" I whispered then he turned his looked up at me, "I love you so much and I want you to know that everything that happened today I will never forget." I said with the most serious tone ever

He smiled and said "Ive been waiting for you to tell me you lovey me for a long time" I smiled and started leaning forward our faces inches apart again.

"Im not finished" I said then felt a smirk creep on my face as he gave me a confused look.

"What?" he said.

"I said i'll never forget this night right" he nodded in response and continued,"then lets make it more special" then grabbed his hand and dragged him up the stairs to the room.

"Are you sure?" he says while giving me the most adorable face ever.

"Yes" I said the without hesitation he pushes me against the wall and kisses me passion and lust.

"Maark" I moaned as he lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist.

"Yes babe" he said while laying me on the bed softly and starts the rub my thigh and kissing my neck.

He groaned when he took my clothes off only leaving me in a bra and underwear I laughed and pulled his shirt off staring at his beautiful body.

You can guess what happens next then I look to the right and see.......James.

~End of dream~

I sat up and rubbed my head and said "oh shit,oh it was just a dream" I sighed in relief. Did I really just dream if me and Mark together in bed too? Well at least it was a dream.

I felt like theres was someone watching me then i looked to my side and saw ........Mark......shirtless in bed with me. Oh shit it wasn't a dream I think.

"Wow!" he said, with a big but hoot smile.

I gulped, "oh my....so much for a good first impression!" I said frustrated.

How could I be stupid enough to do this especially with a complete stranger. Yeah I know who he is but we don't truly know each other.

While caressing my arm with his hand he said "I really trust you now I don't know what it is but after that I just want to hold you forever!" then he squeezed me and I literally melted.

"Your messing with me we didn't actually do this" I said waiting for him to say he was kidding but all he did was smile, "Shit really? Im so stupid you probably think im a whore and a slut, but even though we just meet you trust me which I'm honored its just I don't want to...." I trailed off not wanting to finish.

"Hey hey,I was just kidding I was falling asleep when I heard you having probably one of the best dreams ever and I wanted to mess with you, but what do you mean your not a slut and what were you gonna say....you can trust me." he said with the most sincere look ever.

"I don't want to hurt you.." I said with teary eyes.

"How could you ever hurt me?" he asked while scooting closer.

"He will hurt you...and I don't want that once I go home I wont be safe he'll find me and I cant risk you getting hurt." I said finally letting myself breath fir once.

"Then.......don't go home stay with me" Mark whispered whilst sitting right next to me and hugged me kissing the top if my head for comfort.

"Okay, I'll stay."