You and I

Chpt.38 Good Bye For Now

Mark's P.O.V

I bursted through the door and looked everywhere.All her stuff was gone and she broke my favorite picture of us.We went to the beach with Alison and Dave.

I lifted Lydia up and spun her around.Lydia told Alison if she saw a cute moment to take a picture and she did.In fact she got a perfect picture the sunset was in the background and everything seemed perfect.

I felt my eyes water then I just slid in bed and cried.Then I thought were would she be right now....ALISON!

I drove to Alison's house and would not stop calling her and I saw a car leave. Im starting to get worried that she left for good.

I knocked on the door and sure enough Dave answered.

"Hey man whats up?" he said

"Where is she?"

"I don't know wha-"

"Dave she tells you everything that anything and I know she came here because those are her earphones there right there now don't acts stupid and tell me where she is"

Dave looked down and Alison came she looked at me and said,

"She's gone"

"Where"

"I don't know she came packed her stuff left with.." she stopped herself knowing she said too much.

"With who?"

"James" Dave said bluntly.

"Wha-Why?"

"Shes alone with a wait did you read the note "

"There's a note"

"Read the note it should say everything now Im sorry but we have to go"

"At least do something to help me find he-"

"Mark she's gone when she's gone she's gone you let her go and it's your fault, Mark im sorry but she is with James she is leaving and you'll be lucky if you ever see her again"

"She my world...."

"And your hers..."

Alison hugged me then left.I drove back home took a shower cried in the shower then decided to find that note.

It was sitting on the counter and it said,

Mark,

By the time your reading this I'll probably be gone.I never would think of me writing this but look what I'm doing now.Well Mark you are the love of my life and I'll never forget you and yes I did find out you cheated on me.Maybe it was another 'accident' but I can't bare to stay.I hope you have a great life with out me and just to let you know what's in that black box next to the radio is something you probably will never get to see. See whats inside then keep reading....

I followed the directions.I looked inside and saw a pregnancy test.It read |+| positive.I started to cry and thought how much I fucked up.She's gonna have my baby but I'll never get to see him or her.

I continued on the note,

Well there it is yes I'm pregnant and Its not like I don't want you to see your own child it's just I want to go on with my life and be a model or clothes designer .Maybe we'll see each other again and you'll get to meet the little one.So I guess this is good bye for now....

I bursted into tears and cried on the floor.I can't hold on without her.If she wants to move it's fine but I will never forget her she is the love of my life.And this is good bye for now...........