A New Beginning: Alternate Ending To Allegiant

Chapter 18

Tobias POV

After tris' and I talked at Zeke's apartment, about having kids, a family. The thought of that fills me up with joy I never thought I was capable of developing. She brings the good out if me, even if I'm mad , sad , or whatever the occasion, she knows me well enough how to talk to me, soothe me. So when she agreed to kids. I was over joyed.

We go back to our apartment early because ,although Tris wants to wait till after initiations over, I might convince her otherwise.

We walk inside and I make my way to the bedroom and I her Tris' feet slapping against the ground running to me and I feel her jump on me , as if I'm giving her a piggy back ride. I laugh and walk in the bed room and turn around and she jumps off. Giggling.

That's what I love about her. Yes, she's brave , selfless, intelligent, honest and kind, but not only that. I guess you would call it her child side. Her ability to make you smile even if you don't want it.

"I'll be right back." I smile at her. I go inside the restroom and brush my teeth.

"Hey tobias?" She yells.

"Yes?"

"What time is it?"

I look at my watch," Quater till 11 , why?"

"Well, if you're not tired.." She fades away.

I look at myself in the mirror and smile. I walk out of the restroom and jump on the bed and kiss her. I feel her smile appear when I put my hand on her hip.

I proceed down to her neck making her moan very softly.

"Tobias." She sighs putting her hand on my head squeezing my hair lightly.

I pull away to look at her.

"Yes?" I say full of lust.

"I.. I change my mind."

I feel my eyes widen. Now? I think.

"You want to try right now? I'll wait however long you want to. We don't need to rush."

She scoffs," Well can we at least make out or something like other couples!" She hits her hand against the bed like a five year old, not getting what she wants.

"Don't you agree it would a better choice to wait after initiations over?"

"You don't want me anymore.." She mumbles.

"What?" I ask her.

"You don't want me anymore." She looks at me teary eyed.

"Tris what the hell are you talking about? I would have sex with you every single day if I could."

She looks at me blushing," You didn't have to be so blunt ." She laughs wiping her tears.

"Can't we use protection ?"

"Do you really want to?" I ask.

"What kind of question is that?"

I look at her face then something in me snaps and I pin her down and I kiss her passionately.

I promise I'll update in like 30 minutes. I need to shower and "go to bed" :)