I Only Date Girls

Chapter 1

A/N:  I'm back with another story and this time, I'm still not sure exactly how long this story will be.  I'm thinking that it may be a shorter one, but I'm still not sure.  I'm just going with the flow and what my mind comes up with.  I hope you like it.

Pha POV

"Hey, Ai'Pha. What are you thinking about?"

I suddenly snapped back to reality and I look at Kit. I slowly shake my head and mumble, "Oh, nothing."

I wish it was nothing. I still can't get those words out of my head. With those few words, Yo shattered all my hopes of having him as my boyfriend. I had had a crush on him for years back in high school, but Yo never dated. He was kind of a nerd, but I fell in love with him anyway.

However, that all changed drastically one day. I will never forget it. I had finally gotten the courage up to actually go and confess to him. I had bought a necklace with a small ring as the pendent and a pink milk. It wasn't hard to find out that Yo loves pink milk. Everyone in the school knew it and he would pout if he didn't get his pink milk at lunch every day.

I thought I had everything. I was going to go find him before I left for my last day of high school and I was going to confess. Then in my mind, we would have spent the break together and our relationship would be sturdy enough to handle me being in college and him still being in high school for a year. Well, that was the plan, but it never happened.

I came around the corner and heard Ming ask Yo, "So, if a guy would happen to like you, what would you do?"

I watch in anticipation, as Yo huffs, "Absolutely not. I only date girls, no boys. Just the idea of it makes my skin crawl. NO! Now stop bugging me about it."

That was all it took. Not only did my dream shatter but my heart did too. In a blink of an eye, my whole life changed. I slowly turned and left. I haven't seen Yo since, but that doesn't mean that I can't stop thinking about him. I wish with all my heart that things could have turned out differently, but I can't change the fact that Yo isn't gay.

I have never dated. I could only think of dating Yo and no one else could come remotely close to him. He is my everything. The girls can't seem to leave me alone either. I wish I could just tell them to buzz off, but I can't. I was brought up that men don't do those kinds of things. However, there are some really clingy girls that I wish I could do that to, and I bite my tongue every time that they are around. Luckily, Kit and Beam help to shoo the girls away. I don't know what I would do if they weren't here.

Once again, Kit breaks me from my thoughts as he teases, "You were thinking about N'Yo again. Weren't you?"

Beam playfully nudges my arm. "Oh, look at that lost puppy dog face. He definitely is thinking N'Yo. That is the same look he always has when he is thinking about him. Why don't you try again? I'm sure it wouldn't be too hard to find out where he is now. Maybe things have changed."

Kit instantly chimes, "Yes! You can't give up that easy Ai'Pha. Let's find out where he is and let's try to see if he has a girlfriend or.... maybe..... a boyfriend....."

I know what they are trying to do, but it won't work. I have also thought about this myself, but I know that there is no use. Yo said it with his own mouth. He isn't gay. You can't change that regardless of how much you want him to like you. That is just not something that can be fixed with some nice words and some flowers.