Hopeless|G•D•|

9.

Madison's POV:

As he tucked me into a corner, i felt fear rise in my chest.  I couldn't stand the thought of losing him. He could get hurt out there. He left me with a quick kiss and left my side. I instantly heard gunshots echo through the room.

As the gunshots died down i heard someone yell "I've got him! I got Grayson Dolan"! Who got Grayson? Then I hear him grunt and a body thrown to a floor. I had to do something I couldn't let them take Grayson. I grab my gun Grayson gave me and run to the hidden window. I look through the window and see a cop detaining Grayson. Not today bitch.

I point my gun at one of the guards and shot him in the head. As his body fell to the floor, I shot the one next to him. Body after body fell and i kept firing my gun. i save the one on top of Grayson for last. I look over and see the cop scanning the room looking for me. I aim my gun and I shot him in the head.

I do a quick scan to see if I missed any. I see nothing but a detained Noah and Grayson laying on the floor. I walk over to him and reach out my hand. "Need a hand partner"? I ask him. He turns and looks at me with pure shock on his face. "Madison"? He asks me. "Yes its me now lets go". I say grabbing the handcuff keys off the cops belt.

I unlock his cuffs and grab his hand. "What's the way out"? I ask him looking around the room. "Up the same way we came in, Ethan has those guards dead by now". He tells me leading me to the hole. He pushes me to the ladder. "I'm right behind you". He assures me. I climb up the ladder with Grayson following right behind me.

As i reach the top i see Ethan's green Porsche. I run over to him and hop in the car. Grayson gets in front and we peel out in a rush. As we were driving Ethan looked at me and Gray. "What the hell happened"? He raises his eyebrow. 

"Nark called and snitched out the location". Grayson says. Ethan nods his head. He knew there was more to the story but he didn't push it. Meanwhile I was in the backseat shaking like crazy. Grayson turns around and hands me a cigarette.

"Trust me, it'll help your anxiety". I take it from him along with a lighter. I lit the cigarette and put it to my lips. I take a puff and close my eyes. I just killed 10 people. They all had families. They could've had kids. I took a kids parent away. A women's lover. My head started to pound.

Before I know it we pull up to their house. Agnus comes rushing out of the door. She yanks me out of the car and engulfed me in a hug. "I almost lost my only friend". She yells dramatically.

"Hey Agnus I think we should give her some space, she's been through a lot today". Grayson says getting out of the car. He grabs my hand and leads me to his room.

"Are you ok"? He asked me with concern written all over his face. I nodded slowly. "You know I had it under control, I could've escaped". He says rubbing my hand.

"You must not understand Grayson". I say shaking my head.

"Understand what"?

"I can't eat, I can't sleep I get anxiety when your not here with me". I tell him in a whisper. "Grayson your my everything, I can't lose you".

"You never will". He says pulling me into his lap. I lay my head into his chest and lay there for a while. I think about my life before I met Grayson. How I always felt like something was missing. But now that I'm with him, in his embrace, I feel whole. I feel free and happy.

"I love you Grayson".

"I love you more than words themselves can explain Madison, more than you can understand, and I promise you one thing". He says in a whisper.

"What's that"?

"I'm never gonna let anyone hurt you".
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I'm not crying you are.