Jungkook POV-
During the car drive home, I was sweating like crazy. I couldn't think straight. Everything started getting fuzzy for a few moments. It was silent but my head was screaming and I felt trapped and hot inside the van. I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to get out.
"Jungkook? Are you ok, I've been calling your name many times?" said Jin hyung.
"Yes I'm fine Jin hyung." I said.
"Well ok, if you say so. Well, get out the van we're here.".
I know I told Jin hyung that I was fine, but I wish he noticed that I wasn't feeling well and was sweating a lot. I wish my hyung's noticed. When I walked inside, the food we ordered was already set on the table. But when I looked at it, I felt like vomiting and I lost my appetite.
"Hyung's I'm not hungry so I'll leave to my room"
"Are you sure Jungkookie?" asked Hoseok. I nodded. They all just stared at me and each other with concern but they brushed it off and went back to eating. I left the room feeling a pang of sadness inside my heart.
When I got to my room, I laid in my bed and took out my phone. I looked at the video we recently uploaded of us dancing. I went straight to the comments section. I found many positive comments but I was more focused on the all the negative comments being uploaded.
"Wow, why is he the golden maknae, you can clearly see he doesn't dance well."
"Did he get fatter or is it just me noticing."
"Get out of BTS, you don't deserve to be there!"
I felt tears coming to my eyes. Maybe they are right. I noticed myself getting fatter. I am a failure. I don't deserve to be in BTS with all my hyung's. I'm just bringing them down. I put my phone to charge and laid there awake. Later on, I fell asleep with tears falling slowly on my cheeks.
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Im Fine; JungkookxBts
FanfictionWarning: Depression, suicidal thoughts, and harm First story ever made "It's ok. I'm Fine" Jungkook suffers with depression. He's been stressed and pressured ever since they have earned fame. It doesn't help either when the hyung's are too busy to n...
