Jungkook POV:
I reached the complex apartment in 15 minutes. I missed the bus and started running as fast as I could. Right now I was in the front of the door and I was really nervous. But I still didn't get why my hyungs were so worried. I left them a note stating that I was going to be out for the day.
As soon as I unlocked the door with my key, I heard loud footsteps coming down the hallway.
Oh god, I'm so dead.
"JEON JUNGKOOK WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN THIS WHOLE DAY?!?!" Jin hyung screamed as his whole face started turning red with rage.
"DO YOU KNOW HOW WORRIED WE WERE WHEN YOU DIDNT ANSWER YOUR PHONE?!?!"
"I'm sorry hyung I was with yugyeom and we were catching up and I was so distracted that I forgot about the time and how late it was. Please forgive me."
"Jungkook we were so worried that something happened to you. When Namjoon told us that you were gone and you didn't even say where, we got so worried and looked everywhere for you. At least you could have sent us a message where you would be going to or with who." Hoseok hyung said while looking at me.
All the hyungs are staring at me. They're making me feel pressured. Didn't they see that I was really sorry. Don't they understand? Was I that much of a bother?
"But hyung I left you a note on the table telling you what I was doing, didn't I. I don't understand why all of you are so worried."
"Jungkook, You are the one that doesn't understand. You went out in public and for all we know you could have been found out or even kidnapped. That was just plain stupid of you. You need to understand Jungkook, you aren't a child anymore." Jimin hyung stated while the others stayed silent.
Ouch. That hurt. Maybe my hyungs are right once again. Im not a child anymore. This is always bothering my hyungs. Maybe its time to change. Be less clingy. More skinnier. More quiet.
"Fine if thats what you want. I'll be in my room if you need anything. But you still got yourself to blame for not seeing the note. I don't see the point of worrying for someone like me." I said as tears started welling up in my eyes. I started walking down the hallway back to my room with so much emotion bottled up inside me. I heard someone call out my name but I didn't bother turning back.
I didn't feel like it. What was the point.
I just wanted to cry myself to sleep.
Like I do most of the time.
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Im Fine; JungkookxBts
FanfictionWarning: Depression, suicidal thoughts, and harm First story ever made "It's ok. I'm Fine" Jungkook suffers with depression. He's been stressed and pressured ever since they have earned fame. It doesn't help either when the hyung's are too busy to n...