Im Fine; JungkookxBts

-Chapter Five: Forgiveness -

I was woken up by the noises and smells coming from the kitchen. I got my phone and saw it was 10:00 in the morning. I also saw two pills, a water bottle, and a note on my dresser. The note read "Drink this and I hope it will make you feel better - Your favorite hyung, Jin"

So they did know I was sick. I felt my heart warming up.

You really think they care for you. They only gave you this so you don't drag them down during practice. They don't need a pathetic and sick maknae like you. Remember yesterday night. You made your poor hyung mad.

I frowned. My heart started picking up speed.

Yoongi.

I made him mad yesterday. Oh god. He probably hates me. I really am pathetic. I can't do anything right. I have to find him and plead for his forgivness. But I understand if he doesn't forgive me. I don't deserve his forgivness.

I got up and took a shower quickly. I changed into my casual clothes and ran outside to the hallway. I started running to the kitchen but then I turned the corner and bumped into someone. I fell and was about to get up when I heard the voice of the person I bumped into.

"Are you ok kid? I didn't hurt you did I?" Yoongi asked as he looked at me and got up. He offered his hand to me and I accepted and got up. Yoongi looked fine. Like nothing happened yesterday night.

I burst into tears.

"Jungkook why are you crying?!? Did I hurt you that bad?!? Let me call Jin hyung."

I looked up at him and saw an expression of worry. "Im so sorry hyung. I didn't mean to make you angry yesterday. You are right. I'm not a child anymore. Im sorry to disturb your sleep and make you angry. It won't happen ever again. Please forgive me." I said the last sentence as more sobs filled my throat and the hallway. 

"Are you talking about yesterday? Oh no kid, I'm sorry. I haven't gotten much sleep. I'm sorry I snapped at you. But you have know that it wasn't your fault. I've been under so much stress lately coming up with lyrics for our new song and the deadline coming up. I wasn't thinking at that time. So don't cry. I should be asking for your forgiveness. So, what do you say, do you forgive me." He asked and smiled.

I was caught off guard for a few seconds. I'm sure I was in the wrong last night. But it doesn't really matter now. All that matters is that he forgives me and isn't angry at me anymore. My hyung doesn't hate me.

I laughed and wiped my tears away. "Yes hyung I forgive you.".

"Well let's head to the kitchen now. Everyone's probably waiting for us. Im starving and I feel like I'm dying. After this I'm going back to sleep."

As we started walking to the kitchen, I hoped that everything would stay as peaceful as things were right now with all my loving hyungs.