Im Fine; JungkookxBts

-Chapter Eight: Alone -

Jungkook POV:

Once again I woke up to a pounding headache. They started coming a lot more frequently but I wasn't worried. Thats why pills existed. To make your phyiscal pain go away. But sadly, that wasn't the case for emotional pain. As I got up from bed, I unlocked my phone and saw that it was on the page that I was reading yesterday. A page full of hate comments.

What a great way to start the day.

While I was changing, everything that happened yesterday night rushed into my head.

Right, I had a fight with all my hyungs. I hope they still aren't mad at me for yesterday. Gosh, I'm so stupid...

I exited my room and started heading to the kitchen. I was already coming up with my apology to my hyungs when I started hearing laughter and alot of commotion coming from the dining room. I peeked in and saw all my hyungs eating breakfast and looking like they were having a good time. Taehyung and Jimin looked like they were annoying jin and started throwing their food at him. They were laughing while jin looked like he had steam coming out from his ears and was about to explode any minute. Hoseok hyung was laughing and everyone else was smiling and watching the scene while having a look of amusement on their faces. I smiled inside. They looked happy...

Like a family....

A family you aren't part of...You didn't get the hint the first time did you. You will never be of importance to them. They hate you. They despise your very existence. You are like a heavy rock carrying them down. You will never, and listen well, never be important to them whatsoever.

I frowned. "Your wrong. They still care about and I love them too much to become a burden to them. Maybe they don't love me as much but I will always be there and help them any way possible. Just shut up and leave me alone!" I screamed in my head with frustration.

You really are dumb and blind, aren't you. Didn't you notice that they haven't called you down or even set a plate for you to eat with them. It's like you don't even exist to them. get one thing straight, the voice sneered, You Are Alone.

The laughter of my hyungs faded away. My heart ached. Doubts and thoughts started creeping into my mind. It was like they were dragging me down into this abyss I couldn't get away from.

So dark... no noise..

A tear slid down my cheek.

I was alone.

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I would like to give an apology for not uploading chapters in a longggg time. There really is no excuse for why I wasn't updating. I just got really lazy and unmotivated and had some writers block. But now I'll try to update more often. Hope you have a good day and thanks so much for reading my book!!!😂😊