Explore// Solby Oneshots

Not Forgotten 2

A.N. Here's part two! This chapter shows Colby being a little harsh towards Sam. Hope you enjoy the chapter.

-Kam

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Sam tried to calm, but usually he had at least someone to comfort him when he was having one of these panic attacks. Corey or Aaron would usually be home so they would help Sam.But now he lived alone in his apartment. Or Jake would until he moved back to Kansas. Elton didn't even visit them anymore when they did live in the traphouse. And Katrina had broken up with Sam a year ago. (A.N. He didn't lol I'm just making it a little bit more dramatic, but I'm sure you know that. Just making sure.)  Elton didn't even visit them anymore when they did live in the traphouse. And Katrina had broken up with Sam a year ago. Sam had NO one. 

He was slipping down the building he was leaning against onto the ground once again. He was on all fours. Sam choked back a sob and sat on his knees. He looked up at the dark sky. Colby and him would always joke around saying they thought the night sky was really just a black blanket covering the earth temporarily. Sam had always asked Colby what the stars were then. And Colby always responded with the sam explanation. 'Those Sammy are holes in the blanket." So Sam always went on to his next question. 'Then who his laying the blanket over the earth.' And every time Colby would scoot a bit closer to Sam and tell him 'I'm sorry Sammy, but I don't know everything.' Sam would then put his head on Colby's shoulder. And Colby would lean his head onto the top of Sam's head. Every single time. 

Thinking about that experience only made Sam cry harder. The Hollywood sign was not calming him down, the fresh air wasn't either, and especially not an old memory. Only one person could do that for Sam and that wouldn't happen. Because hatred towards Sam stands in the way of that. Sam looked down at his wrists. He looked at all the lines of pain he causes himself. Sam then covered his face up with these same wrists. Squeezing his blonde hair in between his fingers as he did so. Sam stood up, he didn't know where he was going but he needed to move, before everything got worse. 

As Sam did so he came face to face with Colby. Sam jumped back frightened at the sight of the person he knew hated him in front of him. Sam had jumped so far that he also lost his step and fell to the ground. Hitting his head on the building as he did so. Colby immediately got down to a crouching position and offered his hand to Sam. Sam stared at Colby's hand, then at Colby's vibrant blue eyes. He was petrified, why was Colby trying to help him? Sam didn't know if he even wanted Colby's hand. But Colby was so far crouched over Sam that there was no way Sam could stand up on his own. After a minute of not reaching for Colby's hand, Colby extended his hand to Sam's hand which was on the ground, to pull Sam up himself. Sam was now in standing position and he held his mouth slightly open. He then closed it. He didn't want to say anything to Coby it would only make everything worse.

Sam walked around Colby. Colby was out of Sam's eyesight and Sam felt... well... he felt worse. But he had intentions to keep on walking. Until he felt a hand grip his wrist. Sam yelped in pain and jumped back. Clutching his wrist.

"Sammy, why did that hurt?" 

Colby asked seeming panicky, fear filling his eyes. Sam was so confused now Colby was calling him Sammy.

"Why did you call me Sammy?"

"Sammy or... Sam answer my question!"

"Answer mine!"

"I ASKED MINE FIRST!"

As Colby yelled this both boys felt childish.

"I WAS IN PAIN BECAUSE I FREAKING CUT MYSELF COLBY."

Sam pulled his sleeve up to reveal his cuts. Colby gasped and rushed to Sam's arm grabbing it gently.

"Why Sammy."

"BECAUSE YOU LEFT ME COLBY! I LOST YOU! YOU HATE ME AND I DON'T HAVE ANYONE TO PREVENT ME FROM CUTTING, BECAUSE NOBODY CARES!"

"I care Sam so much! And I don't hate you Sammy, I never have. It's actually the... opposite."

Colby said the last part under his breath. But Sam still heard it.

"I call you Sammy because... I highly car- no I'm not doing that crap. I love you Sammy that's why. That's why I avoided you because I didn't want to accidentally have the urge to kiss you when I was in the same room with you. When you had a girlfriend and your straight. I had no idea that I was hurting you this much, I thought you would be better off without me."

Colby said all of this through tears. 

"Sammy please speak. Or... do you want me to take you back to your apartment to talk with K-katrina instead?"

"Katrina broke up with me a year ago Colby."

"Oh Sammy... I'm so sorry."

Colby looked down at the ground, feeling awful that he didn't know this about his best friend.

"What about Corey, Aaron, Jake or Elton? Do you want me to take you to one of them Sammy?"

"They all left a while ago too, Colby."

Sam said this while looking down at the ground.

"Well what about going home to see your fam-"

"I don't want to see any of them Colby! I only want you! And your comfort!"

"Sammy...why did Katrina break up with you?"

Sam looked up with tear in his eyes.

"I can't t-tell you C-colby you will be mad at me."

"Not possible Sammy."

"I can't Colby."

"Tell me, Sam!"

Colby's said raising his voice.

"NO Colb-"

"Sam, TELL ME!"

"Because I'm Bisexua-"

Sam was immediately stunned as Colby interrupted Sam by kissing him. That was all that Colby needed to hear. Colby backed Sam up into the building wall. Pinning Sam's hands on each side of his head. He moved his lips in sync with Sam's and Sam was also kissing back just as passion. Colby gripped Sam's hands a little tighter in pure happiness. Sam was filled with overwhelming joy. So much joy that if you added up all the joy he got in the past 5 years it still would not equal the amount he had right now. Colby pulled away quickly. 

"I'm sorry Sammy I wasn't thinking you don't love m-"

"Colby stop talking."

 Sam said stepping closer.

"I love you more than anyone in the universe, I always have."

Colby's face lit up.

He stared into Sam's ocean blue eyes that sparkled perfectly at night. Sam stared back into Colby's vibrant electric blue eyes that lit up the night. Colby then pushed Sam back up against the wall of the building. Kissing up Sam's neck until he met Sam's lips. He pinned Sam's arms above Sam's head interlacing their fingers together.

"I have never been so sure of anything in my life, than us together Sam. I love you."

"I love you too Colby."

A.N. I hope you enjoyed reading this chapter!

I decided that I will be taking requests so If anybody has a suggestion on what they want me to right about comment below. I love writing stories because I love being creative but my creativity can only go so far. So I would love to hear any of your ideas.

Thanks for reading!

Next chapter is called Trusted heights. Hopefully I will see you there!

-Kam