April 2013:
Harry's Pov:
MELODY AND I ARE TOGETHER LIKE ACTUALLY TOGETHER. BOYFRIEND AND GIRLFRIEND.
This is fucking crazy.
I'm currently sitting in my car a street away from hers, so I didn't look creepy staying outside her house. I haven't made any attempt to move or do anything productive.
I actually felt as if my mind was swirling around and I was having trouble focusing on only one thought.
Melody. Us. Relationship. Happy. Scared.
Scared, so scared was how I felt at the moment. I already feel like I'm in too deep with Melody in such a short amount of time, of course I'm going to be worried about what's to come. I don't want to develop extreme feelings for her so soon when she isn't quite ready. Like what if she wasn't even ready for a relationship with me but didn't want to hurt my feelings or something? That's a possibility. Maybe I'm blinded by my feelings for her and not even paying attention to her own.
I worry too much.
I rested my head on the steering wheel and sighed. Maybe I just need sleep. Maybe after a night of no thoughts I'll wake up feeling refreshed and less worried.
I eventually made a move to leave. I turned on the radio to a random station and drove.
I ended up just stopping again five minutes later, not really in the mood to drive.
Text message: Niall
I quickly unlocked my phone and opened the message. I hadn't seen Niall since that party when he had to leave to Ireland and I'd only texted him a few times, asking if things were okay.
Hey man, I'm back from Ireland. How about a few drinks? :)
I was so glad he was back. What I needed right now was a chat with a friend. He might even be good with advice.
Sure. Same place?
Yeh I'm just on my way see you soon
I pushed my phone back into my back pocket and drove off.
~
"It seems like ages since I last seen you mate" I said, hugging Niall.
"I know man" he replied. We both sat down, across from each other, at a high table in one of the best bars in London.
"So how was Ireland?" I asked.
"Well my brothers fiancé just had a baby boy, Theo. He's the cutest thing" he said, while pulling out his phone.
He scrolled through numerous photos, ones of him and Theo, or Theo and Greg and a lot of the baby alone. He looked lovely.
"Looks so much like his parents" I said. I could briefly remember what Denise looked like. Niall's face lit up talking about his nephew, it was amusing.
"Yeah. I really wish I could stay longer but London needs me" he said sadly.
"Don't worry man, one day we can go through and spend a month with them" I said.
"Thanks" he smiled."So anything I missed?"
"Well, I have a girlfriend" I told him. Niall chocked on his drink in surprise and looked at me with wide eyes.
