Its death or victory

Chapter 3

Frankyspov:

Aloud curse is shaking me out of my deep sleep and I open my eyes in panic, while punching around me like I was insane. I just see black around me, but its cold and I can feel the stone under my body. Am I dead? But there would be nobody to curse, right? I swallow and think about what happened to me, while I start holding my head in aching pain. I shoot and something pushed me to the ground after it hit my head, maybe a stone or something like that? What kind of an idiot is hitting you with a stone in a gun-fight like that? It was absolutely deadly.

These Insects are real idiots, as if somebody could stop Bl/ind, but if they think so... I mean, I try to do my job as good as possible. Not because I wanted it as a child, but because its okay to do something you don't like. My father was a Drac and my mother said It would be a great choice, for some honest work. For a better live, for a better Betterliving Industries and for a better realationship with my fiancée,Jamia.

I sound like one of the TV-spots, but I don't care. Lets try to have a great live, with a great job and a great wife, you will not get shoot and nobody will hurt you bad. Just take your Pills and feel good. The Pills always help.

The Pills.

Oh fuck... I'm searching in my backpocket for the little, darkgreen poison-pill and watch them in my palm. Its not bigger than my fingernail. I should take it, as long as they don't torture me. The poison is killing you in seconds, you cant even feel something, or it should kill you... somebody told me he watched somebody die and it took hours, before he finally died. Since when am I doing what people tell me?

Mean while,I can see Raymond, who is knocking at the door and cursing, really loud.

"Sir? What are you doing?"

He give me a brief look, down the stone-stairs.

"Trying to get out of here and to kill them."

"Then we will die, too."

He stops and think, then he raise an eyebrow and watches me for a longer time. I see to the floor and can feel the pressure on my shoulders.

"Right kid. Why don't you take your pill and shut up?"

"I will not take this! How dumb do you think I'am?"

I ask him and he comes slowly down to me, with a serious look on his face. I stand up and go a step backwards, hes eyes on my skin like a hungry wolf that has found his dinner for today.

„You was swearing it."

„The hell I do! What do they want to do? Kill me?"

"Them not, but me."

If you don't want to take the poison-pill after a capture and you are not alone, then the other soldiers should kill you and take the pills after that.

 You can say a lot about Ray, that he is an ashole, thathe hates his own soldiers and that he is to embittered is for nineteen Years, but most of all is he doing his ugly job, he don'tcare on what cost. That is the problem, right?