Distance

Why

So i keep promising and promising that I'm going to update but as you may have noticed i haven't.

So, as some of you know i have severe depression and it stops me from doing the things i need/want to do. I say this all the time but things have been really ruff lately and I'm starting to fail some of my classes because i feel like even if i do the work I'm going to be wrong anyways so whats the point.

Same with people at school, I'm not going up to new people and making friends because i constantly think 'I'm not good enough'. Then my friends and you guys tell me "you are good enough" but it feels like everyone is lying to me.

Thats not true i am good enough and so are you. You are the most amazing people in the entire world and the fact that you have taken time out of your day to read this makes me unexplainably happy.

I need you all to know that no matter what you're going through things will get better. Even though it seems like they wont we all need to have faith that they will.

It hasn't happened for me yet but things will get better, and if you don't have hope then i'll provide it for you.

I just want you all to know how beautiful and amazing you all truly are. You mean so so so much to me and i want to be best friends with all of you.

I love you no matter what and next time you're upset I want you to read this again and again until you feel better, and if that doesn't work message me and I'll reassure you

I'm going to try and update this weekend but if i don't please don't be angry

Love always,

Madi (: