Distance

Chapter 3

I would tell you whats been happening the last week but i haven't gone out of my room except to use the bathroom. Its been the same thing every day, i lie in my room all day and Connor brings me all my meals which i don't eat. not because i don't want to but because i don't think i can.

Ive been talking to the guys from Magcon though... they're the only ones i trust. I'm going to see Cameron, Matt, Carter, and Nash in La for the 4th of july and I'm pretty sure Shawn and Taylor are gonna be there too.

All the o2l boys are staying in Minnesota because they're supposed to be there for the rest of the month because well uhm this wasn't planned.

Anyways currently i'm packing for La and i've decided that i'm leaving what happened behind. I don't want to think about Sam or what happened to my mom. I just want to have a nice time in La with my real friends.

*in La (july 3rd)*

So tomorrow is the 4th and I'm really excited, Cameron, Nash, Carter, Matt, Taylor, Shawn and I are going to a firework show on the beach and were gonna have a bon fire with a few of their friends.

Shawn's been acting weird since he saw me. He's acting like he did in new york when we were "dating". i'll admit i do REALLY like Shawn but me and Sam just broke up and I'm not ready for any relationship.

I was sitting in the guest room aka Nash's room (he's sleeping on the couch) when i heard a knock.

M: come in

N: hey

M: good morning sunshine

N: i just needed to grab my stuff so i can shower in the hall bathroom.

M: its ok i was about to go get some breakfast anyways.

I walked out and was greeted by a shirtless Cameron Dallas and i suddenly felt a wave of insecurity wash over my body.

C:morning sunshine

M: thats what i just said to Nash

Matt: so you're cheating on me

M: yeah sorry babe

Matt: it's okay just don't do it again

Matt came up behind me and kissed my cheek... and my natural instinct was to blush

S: uhm... I'm gonna go.

M: that was weird

C: no it wasn't he was jealous duh

M: jealous of what?

C: you, dummy he likes you... a lot. after new york i heard that he broke down....

Matt: yep

M: well what should i do?

C: do you like him too?

M: honestly... yeah... a lot

C: then tell him!!!

Matt: or skip the talking and get straight to the kissing

M: but, me and Sam just broke up. i mean i completely moved on but don't you think i'll get a bunch of hate.

C: you don't have to tell anyone till you're ready

M: okay... i'll do it tomorrow

*at the firework show*

I was sitting next to Shawn on a blanket when i gave the guys the signal to leave

C: were going to get something to drink

S: okay

M: kk

S: so, how are you doing

M: I'm good, Shawn theres something i want to tell you... i know i just broke up with Sam but i think... no no no i know i really like you...

S: i thought this day would never come

Next thing i know Shawn cupped my cheeks in his hands and kissed me just as the first fire works were going off

S: because i really really like you too

M: Good

And for the rest of the night Shawn and i sat by the fire with his arm around me and watched the fireworks.

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Wow that was really cliché

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