I then felt his hand on my upper thigh. Fear.
Flashback
I heard the crew cheer as I did what I wanted. My tights made my legs numb to how tight they were because I wanted my legs to look as skinny as possible, I'm a size two usually, I'm wearing zero size tights.
I then get closer to the boys, I feel one grab my leg pulling me down onto the floor "hey let me go!" The man flips out his knife "oh baby you don't like" he gripped my inner thigh as tight as he could, I cry out in pain. Then I saw his first hit my face. Lights out.
I woke up, I cried out in pain, my tights were torn up and blood was oozing from my legs and bruises covering them. My entire chest hurt, my tight crop top was covered in blood and there was a slash mark from his knife on my chest.
I slowly got up, my leather shorts were still on, thank goodness. I tried to take a deep breath but instead coughed up blood. I saw my beanie on the table next to a bloody knife a piece of paper, I ripped the knife from the table.
If you don't do what I want when I want next time, I won't hesitate to do things to you worse than this.
End Of Flashback
I pushed him back, "don't touch me!" I looked to see I was yelling at Archie. Shit. He looked freaked out "I'm sorry I thought you wanted me to kiss you-" "no" I interrupted, "it's not like that" "then what was it?!" "I can't tell you.." "So if I try to kiss you again I just suppose to ignore the fact that you pushed me away and yelled!"
I started to cry, holding in the sounds, I could still hear him yelling I brought my knees up to my face and my vision became blurry. I started sobbing, then he got up and stepped in my direction, I launched myself back, and covered my face "please don't!"
Once I opened my eyes he as close to crying, "do you honestly believe that I would hurt you Juggie?" I nodded my head side to side "no its just have PTSD issues from when I was a kid that's why I feel away if somebody is mad."
He widened his eyes at me "you were hit as a child weren't you?" I remained silent "Jug I'm so sorry, but I know this is a personal and not my business question but did your parents ever touch you? If that why you-" "no no they would never do that" I reassured him, I know he would never do that. I sighed as I slowly rubbed my temples "but at my old school, they got my stripped off my jeans and almost did before they were caught. I also had a similar issue at a bar."
I felt bad again. I felt my feelings trapped in my head like they always are. I looked at him again, he ran his fingers through his beautiful red hair.
He moved his desk chair in front of me, "When I put my hand on your leg I didn't mean it as in I wanted to keep going" I smiled "I know Arch" "so just take things slow" he sighed. I smiled up at him and wrapped my arms around his neck "but not too slow." He smirked at me then kissed me.
Do you know how you picture in your mind how your first kiss is going to be? How you think it will be a romantic dance something out of the Twilight movie? Fireworks going off in the background.
Well, it felt like that, yet I knew I wasn't on a dance floor like Edward and Bella I could feel the fireworks go off in my heart. My stomach felt butterflies, my hands stopped shaking, and I couldn't help but smile during the kiss as the warm feeling on my lips.
His lips tasted of Coconut and Vanilla. The missing puzzle piece to my lips. I felt his soft hair against my forehead that smelled of strawberries. I gripped the back of my neck bringing our body's as close as possible.
When we apart we took a breath, his breath smelled of mint while mind probably smelled of Pops fries. I opened my eyes to see his gorgeous brown ones staring at me. He smiled, he then closed his eyes and kissed again. Every kiss we shared felt like the first, filled with magic and passion. Damn was I falling for Archie Andrews.
After a while of kissing had kissed my collar bone and it made me get goosebumps. I then leaned into his shoulder barring my face onto the soft fabric that smelled like him.
I felt him place the guitar onto his lap. He strummed the cords. "Can you hear me? Am I drowned out in the crowd? Are you listening? Or is everyone else too loud, for you to hear anything? Are you just gonna walk away?" His voice was beautiful, "'cause there are so many things I can do, but instead I'll stay."
He stopped playing yo the rhythm of his voice and looked down at me, I smiled at him as I yawned. He laughed and gave me a quick kiss on the temple. He placed his guitar down and he placed a blanket onto the blowup mattress and rolled off the bed and into the mattress.
I shook my head "Archie you don't have to sleep on the mattress, it's your room and your bed." He smiled up at me as he played his pillow "I know but I want you to get a good sleep." I then went under the soft covers, "thank you, Archie" I said in a little baby voice, he laughed at that one.
I wasn't complaining, his bed was softer than mine and smelled like him, so I definitely wasn't going to complain. I felt my eyes getting heavier and then falling into a calming sleep.
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My Everything ~ Jarchie
FanficWill Archie return Jughead's feelings? Can Archie be able to get Jughead to trust him and save Jughead from his demons in his mind? Will both survive, will they stay together? Finished: Jan. 7, 2019. Language, Depression, Self Harm. Top Tags: #1 Ja...