Poems

trust

I do all I can do
To make you happy
I ignore my insecurities
And my anxiety
I trust you
I know you wouldnt cheat
Right?
You're ex says otherwise
Telling me
You plan on giving him pleasure
Pleasure meant for me
You blow me off
To be with him
I confront you
You deny it
I see conversations
You still deny it
My trust slowly dims
I beg for your forgiveness
To ignore my overthinking
I apologize for being so scared
I apologize for not trusting you
I apologize for fucking up
The pain in my chest grows
When you say you wanna go
I beg you not to leave
I apologize again
You say you don't know
And that you need time
I say
Im sorry
I let my insecurities and anxiety
Get the best of me
I apologize again
And you leave
My heart breaks
I should have trusted you