Poems

End it

Trigger warning!!!!

Sometimes I want to stop it all
Slit my wrist, End it

Tie that noose around my neck
And accept that bittersweet feeling of death coming in

Sometimes I want to swallow that bottle
Of pills that I have come to love

Drown my sorrows in alcohol until I'm poisoned

End this suffering and pain

I want to feel something

But at the same time, end this feeling

I want to cut into my wrist,
Long and hard
A single cut
So blood gushes out and I bleed

Bleed until I can't no more

Bleed until the life drains from my body

I want to die

But I can't seem to do it

I stand there, staring at the blade
Or the noose
The alcohol
Or the pills

But I can't do it

Why can't I fucking die?

Walk out into the road. Quick yet painful

Why can't I go to the bridge and dive off?

Please, someone hold me at gunpoint
Tell me "you move, I shoot"
So I can start dancing like a lunatic

Somebody kill me