Do It Like A Dude (SebaCiel Highschool AU)

Chapter 7 (Ciel)

- Socks-

So...now what?

“Are you asking yourself what you do now?”

“Fuck dude, I sure am.”

    Sebastian is supposed to be over here in close to an hour, and I’m sitting in my living room with Edward wondering where I went wrong today. The first mistake I made was telling him that he could come over - I’m sure there are many more to come whenever he gets here.

“Well, if you want something to take your mind off of things...how about we talk about that kiss earlier this mor - “

“Wow how about we don’t do that, e-ever, never ever, no thank you, please go away, I love you bye.”

There’s a few moments of silence before; “I love you too.”

    In all seriousness, though, what am I supposed to do? Sebastian’s going to want to do something, and after I get home from school I don’t ever do anything. If we were to follow my usual routine when he gets here, we would be sitting on my couch and eating sour skittles until our tongues burn and we’re crying a little bit.

    Or maybe we’d be reading fanfictions that we definitely shouldn’t be while listening to old Big Bang songs and eating stale tortilla chips. We could watch vine compilations, laugh at memes that butter our croissants, dance to ponponpon in front of the mirror for an hour and a half - there are so many options.

I really need to get my life together, I think.

“What if he tries to have sex with you?”

“I guess I’ll die then.”

    Edward laughs, and I look over at him from my chair of depression. He’s wearing a hoodie and joggers, basically the same thing he had me change into, just minus the Lilo and Stitch socks because he said they weren’t cool.

And I can’t not wear socks, because I had the strong urge to paint my toenails a light pink a few nights ago so it’s really not an option.

Also, foot fetishes really scare me. I don’t even know if I would let Sebastian touch my feet.

(I probably would though, let’s be honest.)

    Edward came home with me because Lizzy said it would be a good idea for Sebastian to see him leaving when he shows up, to make him jealous and show him that ‘he’s not the only one for me’ - or something like that.

I guess it’s a good idea?

Taking a deep breath, I try to get my thoughts in order. Sebastian’s coming over and we’re going to ‘hang out’, and if he tries to do something then I’ll probably combust because I’m a fragile virgin who likes to cry to sad BTS songs at night while snotting into my Junjou Romantica pajamas.

Oh God, I wonder if he likes Yaoi.

Maybe I’ll ask him on our wedding night. And we can watch Sekaiichi Hatsukoi and -

“You look like you’re about to nut, I don’t know if I want you to keep thinking or stop. You’re really putting me in an awkward situation here, Ciel.”