Hey guys. I know I've been gone from iPad and YouTube for a while now, probably around 2 1/2 months or so and there's a pretty good reason why.
First off, this year has just overall sucked for me. Most of which are things that don't really make sense so anyone except those in my life so I really won't go into detail. The little things made this year horrible as well, such as my entire family getting the stomach virus since like 10 years ago and my grades not being where I want them to be. Stuff like that has been hard. I've rarely had good days and there has been LITERALLY NO GOOD EVERTS, MILESTONES OR MOMENTS IN 2019. Trust me I've checked. The only thing was us hitting 100k on the first book.
But what made 2019 so far the worst year of my life is that on April 4, 2019 my grandfather passed away. I have been lucky to have not lost anyone important in my life and if I did I was truly too little to mourn for them. This loss had taken a huge toll on my family and myself. It's been days since a day has gone by where I haven't cried. I knew it was coming, but I still couldn't prepare for it. Loss is something that no one can prepare for and I just need some time.
I don't have anything good in my life right now except my family and some friends. And I have been praying now for something good to come into my life. So as I wait, I will slowly try to pick up some things in my life and make my life a little more happier. As I do that, I will still try to make chapters and upload cause that's what makes me happy. I'm still busy, so it might not come right away but I'm sure now I have been more inspired to do EVERYTHING since I know my grandfather was proud of all the things I've done. And just cause he's not with me anymore doesn't mean I can't still make him proud.
Thank you for giving me some time and hopefully 2019 will only get better for me.
I love you guys. Can't wait to see you again soon.
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A Girl's Guide to Anything and Everything II
RandomThis is all for you girls. This is your guide to everything and anything. Where everything and anything that defines female is in this book. Cover by @OakRoad13 ***There is a first book but you do not have to read to understand this one ***
