Prussia POV
I call out to Sealand telling him to wait for me, as soon as I turn the corner I see my little Brüder, and I immediately feel embarresed as instead of dealing with my problems I went and explored with a small child. Even I am embarresed by my ways now-a-days I used to be so powerful, everyone feared me, buy now... now I live in my little Brüder's basement and feels sorry for myself after he calls me out on it. I don't know why it hurt so much I heard it, I already knew it and I've heard almost the same thing from other nations but I guess I didn't expect Lud to call me out on it.
Before I can continue my rant in my head I see Sealand run into Ludwig knocking him into the wall, and knocking it out. I'd probably be laughing if it was anyone else but I instantly go into big brother protection mode and start freaking out. (Just cause Ludwig is all grown up now doesn't mean I can't fuss over him when he get hurt) I go over to him and pick him up and me and Sealand go to one of the weird random rooms we found while exploring.
The room has a table and chairs but also one of those uncomfortable bench things with the crummy cushions. I put Ludwig down on the bench and start worrying over the fact that he might have a concussion of some sorts.
"You hit him really hard, lil dude" I address in the same voice I would use when Ludwig was smaller.
"I didn't think I did, but then again I am made of steel" Sealand commented almost astonished by his own strength.
We both go and sit down at the large table in the room. I allow myself to think things over, no matter how many years I haven't been in battle but I still revise everything as a battle plan, I owe that to Old man Fritz I do miss him quite a lot. I wonder what he'd think of me now.
But enough of that I need to think of Ludwig. He must have came looking for me after I stormed out, although that's kinda unlike him Lud wouldn't want to disturb the meeting, and he's normally against anything thing that would show to people he cares. As it stresses him out too much, thinking that people would be able to use the things he loves against him. He always has. He needs to stop thinking sometimes it would be so much better for him.
I'm guessing someone, most likely France or America said someone should go check on me and Ludwig went. It's odd that he didn't see Sealand coming at him, I taught him to be aware at all times, so I don't see how he got knocked out. He looked like he was reading something I don't see it on him now he must've dropped it when Sealand ran into him. I should go get it.
"Ludwig.. I mean Germany was reading something before you ran into him, I'm gonna go get it. If he wakes up tell him I'll be back soon also don't be loud or stand too close he'll freak out and might knock you out" I tell Sealand before shutting the door in all honesty, you shouldn't stand to close to any nation when their asleep, you are putting your health at risk, their always on high alert even if they don't act it war does that to us.
I arrive back where Ludwig was I see the book and pick it up.
"Oh" I laugh when I realise it's one of my old journals I still write one everyday so this book the ancients made has plenty available content for it. I wonder how this got here. This is one of the older ones I flip to a page
" I went to Russia today for some basic recall today, when that crazyface attacked us with his dirty tricks. Yeah we lost a bit... but it's too cold there you know, I don't need Russia. I DON'T NEED ANYONE I AM AWESOME!!" I read, I remember when I was younger I changed the writing to make me look more awesome now-a-day I just write the truth. It's almost kinda funny how me and Russia both were lonely, dealt with it differently and look how different we are now.
I honestly kinda wanted to be friends with him when I was younger. Not anymore I wonder how life would be if we were friends but thats a world long forgotten I doubt that could ever have happened in our timeline currently.
I close the book and start walking back to the room. When I arrive I hear a quiet conversation. Good, Luds awake and he didn't punch Sealand. I'm about to enter when I'm overtaken by fear does he even want to see me an embarrassment of a brother. A brother that can't do anything anymore.
No I need to stop this, Old man Fritz wouldn't have put up for this, this is letting down past me who even though he wasn't the best, acted it and never gave up I would have never cared what anyone thought in the past I would walk in there and kick everyone's ass. Everyone was aware of how awesome I was.
I wasn't a world power only because I was strong, I was a world power cause everyone knew I was strong, I was respected cause I acted that way if past me saw me now he'd laugh call me a loser and tell me to try harder and stop feeling bad for myself.
And if I can't walk into a fucking room i'd be letting myself down and Lud because even if he doesn't anymore he looked up to me and he deserves better then, this he deserves the strong, badass all powerful Prussia the army with a state. The country that fought a seven years and and won, who totally kicked Austria's ass and kicked Denmark's ass. I was all powerful and I should still act it, If not for me for Ludwig.
I stopped my useless rant and walked in and I could tell I had the same confidence I used to cause Ludwig looked impressed.
Just like he used to.
He was proud to be my little brother.I may have skeletons in my closet still but I have regained my brothers admiration and that's a start I can conquer those later.
And I opened my eyes I was in the original meeting room with note
I'm glad you realized that Preußen. You are still as awesome as you used to be. The others still have yet to realize their problems but you have you can stay here and wait for Germany if you want there is a room you can sleep in down the hall to the right there is food. We don't expect the others to realize it as quickly as you so it might take a while.
Ps. To be honest we didn't expect anyone to realize it tell you all finished the book and you kinda maybe ruined our catchphrase but what ever.We've done all we can the rest is up to you to heal and be there for your brother.
After I finished reading the note I smiled.
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And that concluded Prussias arc he'll still be in the fic, just kinda like wtf why are they taking so long and doing dumb shit while waiting for the othersalso read that whole end thing as author changing idea of the Fanfic because author has written themselves into a corner so yeah. Idk who's arc to do next maybe Romano since he also ran out of the room maybe Sealand, nobody knows. If you have suggesting on who's arc to do next tell me
Anyways thanks for reading have a lovely day/night/whatever the time is for you
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