Underneath A Fake Skin |Namgi|

Passionate

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING INCLUDES DIRTY TALK MAKING OUT AND THE CROSSING OF YOONGI AND JUNGKOOK (aks they kiss its really not important to the story until the end also I envision every one in this as the APPROPRIATE AGE MIGHT I ADD THEM HAVING THE SAME AGE DIFFERENCE BUT BEING OF AGE)

Jimin's P.O.V

Dark and cold my heart is breaking and I can't do shit... Nobody care's I hate myself... am I dead? does Yoongi miss me? would he care if I wasn't dead? I miss him I love him I need to be with him If I can make a noise outside of my body does that mean I'm not dead? "grrrrrmmmm...." I made a noise! I'm not dead! Yoongi need's to be here right now I have to wake up!... Is this struggling even worth it? what if he is happier with me like this not dead but not alive what if he want's me like this? is he with Namjoon right now? does he give a fuck about me? I can feel my fingers moving and I'm making noise I just need to move my eye's but how hard will that be? I have to try for Yoongi...I opened my eyes I am in a hospital hooked up to Mechanical looking objects I sat up and ripped them out of my arms I touched my head and felt a bandage I tried walking but it wasn't easy after a few second's I got my grip on it again I was in and out of awareness I would know what was happening one minute the next I don't remember where I was supposed to walk, the hospital was abandoned I couldn't find a single nurse... I found a set of clothes' clean enough so I put them on I don't know who's they are but I can't care at this moment I ran outside it's all empty I fell to my knee's and started crying I got up still crying and walked in the direction of my dorm...

Yoongi's P.O.V

This doesn't look good for Jungkook and Tae I mean if your boyfriend walked in on you with another man who is shirtless in your bed and has hickey's all over how are you supposed to explain that? Jungkook wouldn't ever date me Just because the fact that V was sucking his dick before the dorm's were arranged and I think Tae is a bit to emotional sometimes and jumps to conclusions way to often I mean I wouldn't mind if Jimin was in this situation just because Jimin would be so sad he let it happen a little while later of me just sitting there lost in thought I heard Jungkook walk into the room because he started groaning the second the door closed "it's over... He said he's had enough of me and you..." he said sadly I could hear him holding back the tear's he had never let out through everything he never cried and I could sense and see that V was his breaking point he didn't want to lose him I could tell he slid down the door to the floor and held his knee's to his chest "does he really think you'd cheat on him with me? of all people why would he think me? you have no attraction to me we are basically brother's!" I said frantically" he looked to his left indicating he felt some guilt about something "right?" I asked I know he didn't I was just teasing him for being him "No... It's not true... Please stay here... He want's to leave me here alone... I'm scared I love him I don't want to lose him... I've never felt so bad in my whole life..." I realized he was serious and I have to make the right call "Yea sure I need to get stuff from Namjoon's first though" his eye's lit up and then darkened a little "I'll get you stuff just please don't leave" he was so desperate for someone... "yea okay I don't mind staying warm in this bed a bit longer" I said falling back into the covers I saw him smile one last time before he got up and left me in the room alone I heard Yelling a little while later and then V came rushing in the room "Get.The.Fuck.Out" He said coldly all I did was look at him think laugh a bit and go back to thinking in Jungkook's bed "DID YOU FUCKING HEAR ME?!" V started shouting at me then Jungkook came running in with my bag from Namjoon's "What the fuck is going on in here?!" he said worried "Get your slut out of here!" V said Jungkook's face visibly Wrinkled in disgust of V's word's  "You want to leave me and now I'm not allowed to have support because you're so goddamn clingy you can't stop for a fucking second and look at the fact's?!" Jungkook said I could tell V got sad and mad at this and stormed out of the room Jungkook slammed the door and I could see the instant regret in his facial expression I got up and hugged him while he was on the ground practically in tear's he hugged me back burying his face into my neck I could feel his tear's as I hugged him tighter and then he stopped his grasp around me tightened making me lose balance and fall more onto him he didn't seem to care though because he didn't take his hand's or arm's off of me but I did I was holding the rest of my body up so I wouldn't pin him to the ground but he was not letting me go it's as if me being there for him was helping him stay a person I stopped caring as I felt him start crying not controlled it was every second a new tear unlike before it was a small amount at a time but he was really just crying not trying to hold back at that point I was on top of him hugging him I didn't want to let him go I can't let him go for his sake he would be broken if I tried to leave him alone like V did so cruelly his grip was tightening and then his crying faded and he started loosening his grip he was so close in my face and I was on top of him on the ground he was inching closer I could see him start blushing I looked deeply in his eyes "what are you doing?" me breaking the silence made him snap to his sense's "Nothing get off of me!" he said clearly flustered and happy I let him hug me like that he stood up and looked at his closet "how much clothing are you going to wear to bed?" he asked as if I was going to say none I want to tease him "none kookie show me how good you are~" I winked at him when he looked back wide eyed and clearly blushing "t-the fuck?" he said "I'm joking dumbass how much do you want to see  me in?" I asked "the least you can have on is boxer's" he said as he walked into the bathroom to change I got into boxer's and nothing else then sat on the bed and turned on the small TV he walked back in wearing boxers as well he had some good muscles on him I was staring at him then he sat next to me and got under the covers I joined him we started talking about random thing's like what food seagull's would eat if they were human or what food water would eat if it was a human a lot of food talk then "you want to know my favorite food?" I asked "what is it?" he said curiously "Kookie's" I said grinning then he got up close in my face I could see his eyes glowing with hope and opened wide his black eyes reflected me perfectly I could see the lust in my own eye's he didn't break eye contact grabbed my hand and put his fingers in between mine his hair was covering one of his eye's a little bit It was like seeing hope and lust fill his eye's and face I can read him like a book I know what he want's and I know what I don't want to do in the heat of that moment I felt something he stared blushing at a concerning rate I knew what he was thinking a weird thing I've learned how to do but I don't mind it he made one fast gesture that sent my mind somewhere else he pushed my head closer to him and put his forehead to mine I could feel his sadness, worry, desire, and happiness "I accept you" I said his head tilted and his eye's filled with tear's he smiled I could feel the happiness coursing through his body he moved his head closer I could feel his breath on my lip's I tried moving but it was like I was being held there; he moved one of his hand's to the side of my stomach then dropped his head to my neck and asked one question "can I kiss you?" I wasn't happy with this question I've known him for so long It was always impossible for me to think of him this way! "Please... Just... Give me this right now..." he begged "fine but you better be a good kisser!" I joked "thank you..."  he stuck out his tongue and licked my neck stopping before my lips and gently kissed me and slowly I could feel him getting lost in it I didn't feel right but I want him to be happy if this is what he needs I can't lose him after how long I've known him he's helped me so much he deserves this I opened my eye's then I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue into his mouth he started blushing more and we were there for at least 9 hour's I wasn't enjoying my time but I knew he was so I just kept my regret to myself he stopped holding my hand and keeping himself off of me he pinned me to the bed kissing me and making sure not to hurt me in the process I bit his lip a couple times making sure he liked it every time by opening my eye's he did so I did it every once in awhile he started touching my thigh's I accidentally moaned while he did and he groaned something along the line's of 'That was sexy' I stopped trying to hold myself up a little bit and put one hand on hid face and the other on his back pushing him onto me I could feel he had a boner but he would have said something if it mattered right? pushing him onto me I felt hopeless I didn't want to do this but I was letting it happen because I wanted to make him feel better I don't feel happy about this I don't have a right to complain about it because I gave consent he grabbed my waist and held it I was afraid but knew how this would go if I had my eye's open so I grabbed his thighs and stopped kissing him and licked down to the end of his abs he moaned "there's you're kiss" I said he was breathing deeply and I could see his heart pumping "Yoongi I owe you a goddamn good one I thought you would just give me a kiss on the lip's and be done but that felt... passionate way more passionate than I used to kiss V... Where did you get so good? can you teach me? can we do this again?!" he got more excited with every question I didn't want to tell him there would be no next time and I was only doing this because I felt bad for him and V's fight they are still technically together 

Jungkooks P.O.V

YES GODDAMN YES he was so passionate about it he was making sure I liked it I could tell he was careful he touched me in all the right places and he treated me like a god I want him forever I hope thing's aren't awkward when we are with Namjoon or Jimin I feel like it's just a one time thing but  I hope it isn't I will fight Namjoon

A/N God this should just be a Yoongi X BTS  god I'm making him out to be a hoe lol just remember this is all in fun so if you take any of this shit literally and go to bitch about it in the comments I will laugh mercilessly at your stupidity I don't mind you saying its trash just don't take the shit I'm writing literally hasn't happened