"can i keep this one." i ask ethan grabbing his pink sweatshirt out of his suitcase. it's my favorite one of his sweatshirt.
"you can take whatever you want." ethan says turning away from his drawers to look at me sitting indian style on his bed. i hold the sweatshirt close to my chest taking in the scent. i sigh a little bit louder than i expected it to come out.
"what's wrong princess." he says placing a shirt in the suitcase next to me. he looks diwnat me and places both of his hands on my cheeks.
"do you have to leave." i say quietly, my voice cracking trying to hold back the tears.
"yes, but i'll be back before you know it, it's only three months peanut" he says rapping my nose. i avoid eye contact with his so i don't start crying.
"hey, look at me." he wipes a tear that i let slip down my cheek.
"i love you babygirl." he says placing a kiss above my lip.
"i love you." i say choking back my tears. he places a kiss on my lips.
"ethan!" grayson tells from downstairs interrupting our moment. our lips pry and ethan zips up his suitcase. he helps me up off the bed and leads me down the stairs.i stay quiet the entire car ride listening to james ethan and grayson hoingbon and on about random things.
"you ok em." ethan asks quietly squeezing my hand.
"yeah." i shrug. he takes his eyes off of the road to look at me. he places his hand on my shoulder lightly and slowly rubs it up and down. i don't make eye contact knowing i'm just going to break down as soon as i looks to him. he's going on tour for three months. i'm not going to se him for another three months. o don't know how i will be able to survive without my two best friends for three months. we finally arrive at the airport. one hand grips into ethan's hand while the other holds grayson hand. we teach the security line. tears brim my eyes knowing that they are doing to have to leave soon. i wrap my arms around grayson and he rest his head on top of mine. ethan says by to james then we switch. i hold onto ethan tighter than i ever had before.
"i love you em" he whispers into my head.
"i love you so much more." i feel my head dampen with tears making me start to cry. we slowly rock back and forth holding each other. ethan reaches out of his back pocket and opens up a little white box. he opens up the box and a little gold bracelet with 'ethan' written in cursive connecting the two chains.
it's this👇
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he slips the bracket on my hand making my tears flow faster. i wrap my arms around his neck and lean in for a passionate kiss. when we part ethan steps back holding both of my hands.
"i promise i will be back before you know it."
"i love you." is the only thing i'm able to say through my tears.
"i love you more." then gina dance moms grayson start to walk towards the line . i stand there and wait until they are completely out of my sight before me and james turn around and head back to the car. the entire ride was silent. i stare out the window trying not to cry. james drops me off at my house. when i walk in everything just seems a little bit emptier than usual. i lay on bed and just stare at the ceiling. eventually my eyelids get heavy and i peacefully fall asleep.
kinda short and not very good but part two?? please comment some things you want to see on my account!also don't you get it when yesterday you had a really good idea for an imagine then today you already forget it like love that for us
