emma's pov
ethan hurry up. i think to myself as i jump around desperately trying to keep warm. why the heck am i wearing shorts in the winter. i think shoving my hands in ethan's sweatshirt pockets. i forgot my spare key to their house so know i have to wait. finally the door opens revealing grayson. his shirt is off and he is wearing grey sweatpants with his hair messy.
"hey em." he says wrapping me in a hug.
"hey gray." i say.
"what are you doing here." he asks me.
"why do you not want me here." i joke pushing his side.
"no i was just wondering." he snarks.
"i was just bored. i texted e and he said that it was ok to come." i say placing my keys down on the kitchen island.
"well we have some friends from new jersey over down stairs." he says leading me down to the basement.
"ok." i respond. when we arrive downstairs i take off my shoes and place my little backpack on the pool table. i scan the room trying to find ethan. he's sitting on the couch surrounded by a bunch of boys that look about his age and a girl. the boys are attractive, i mean not as attractive as the dolan twins but they were still good looking. the girl looked the same age as the twins, so older than me. she has long blonde hair and long legs. her makeup is done perfectly and there isn't a pimple or mark in sight. she is wearing a cute little crop top and jeans with her hair and two perfect french braids. i look down at my outfit, ethan's sweatshirt and athletic shorts and two messy french braids. i suddenly feel nervous and shy. almost a little jealous.
"hi ethan." i say. no one really pays attention to me except for e. he scoot he's over on the couch and pulls me down next to him.
"hey princess." he says kissing me in the temple. i see the blonde girl stare me down.
"hey you stole my spot you little bitch." grayson says nudging me. we scoot over even more so grayson can sit down, in basically on top of both of them. i notice some weird video game was on the tv and three boys sitting on the floor were playing it.
"this is emma." ethan says making my face burn bright red.
"hey." everyone mumbles. the girl still staring at me.
"she's my girlfriend." ethan continues. my face turns an even brighter shade of red. some people look up at me but the girl looks down. i can see her role her eyes as she looks away. we sit around for a little longer. i actually have a pretty good time with all of his friends. i tried to play the video game a few times and was very bad at it. the mood was ruined when the girl would give me dirty looks than scot a little closer to ethan. it makes my stomach turn when she touches ethan's leg while staring right at me and when she leans into ethan when she laughs.
third person pov
emma got along well with the boys. they were all just like ethan and grayson. eventually they got hungry and went upstairs to postmate some food. emma took a seat at the kitchen island and a very nice boy james elijah took a seat next to her. (idk what but i lie tag name lol) her and eli have gotten to become friends in only the little while emma has been here. ethan leans against the table next to emma as he looks through his phone trying to prefer some food.
"you want what you always get, em." he asks as he goes around asking everyone what they want to get.
"yes please, thank youuuu." she says giving him a side hug as she gets up to get some coffee.
"does anyone one have a phone charger?" eli asks.
"oh i have one in es room."em am says walking away to get it. ethan leaves and ella insists on going with him.
emma's pov
ella and ethan came back and went to get some waters from the garage for everyone. as i was walking past i heard them talking. i soon realize that they are talking about me. i look through the little crack in the door. i see ella slowly get closer and closer to him. she then slowly presses a kiss to his lips and ethan pushes her away faster than you could blink.
"what the fuck are you doing." he yells.
"sorry i didn't know i was around anything wrong." she says inisently. i feel tears burn my eyes out i push them away. why am i crying. i can't be a little pussy. i swallow the lump that has risen in my throat.
"what do you mean you didn't know." ethan says. his jaw is clenched and his muscles almost burst out of his shirt.
"well i mean i'm sure you would mush rather have someone like me than emma," she snarks, "shes just a tiny little girl." i have never seen so much anger in his eyes than now.
"ethan." i say trying not to let them know that i have been listening to their whole conversation. ethan pushes ella away and walks out into ten hallway.
"what's up peanut." he says back to his normal cheery self.
"oh nothing... i was just wondering where you were." he holds my hand and leads me back into the kitchen. when we get our food i couldn't stop thinking about what happened. i couldn't stop thinking's bout everything she said. maybe i was ernst good enough for ethan. maybe he deserves someone better. i barely eat anything nd stay quiet the entire time.
"you ok em." eli asks me.
"what, oh yeah i'm ok." i say the last part quietly.
"i don't think ethan believes me because he gives me that look. the look he always gives me when he knows that i'm lying, and i am lying. my stomach hurts like hell and i just want to go lay in bed and cry.
"you sure babygirl." ethan asks me walking towards my seat. he slowly rubs little circles on my back.
"i don't feel good ethan." i mumble. i can see the concern grow in his eyes as soon as i said that.
"you want to go lay in my bed." he asks feeling my forehead.
"you ok em?" gray asks coming towards me placing a gentle hand on my back. i just simply shake my head no. i feel tears burn my eyes and my face feeels hot. gray kisses me on the head and ethan leads me into his room. i lay down on his bed and take in his scent. he goes to the bathroom and gets me some medicine and takes my temperature. once i am asll situated i lay my head on his lap and he slowly strokes my hair.
"you feeling better?" he asks me.
"yeah." i shrug.
"what's wrong." he says dragging his fingertips down my arm.
"well umm i kind of heard your conversation with ella." i begin, my voice shaky.
"oh emma." he says sitting me up and pulling me into a hug.
"listen, none of what she did is true ok. i love you so fuckin much and i will never ever leave you."
"i love you too e." i say into his shoulder as i hold him just an little bit tighter.
oooof. this as absolutely terrible and probably didn't make any sense. also sry it was so rushed and very very boring and prob many many typos but anyway happy easter loves!! sry about this kids but love you:)
