this talks about sexual assault a little bit so if you don't like that type of stuff you know where the exits are:)
emma's pov
"can you please pull over i have to pee." i say bouncing my leg up and down.
"fine." ethan says pulling into a random gas station. we are on our way home from a little road trip to the beach. i have had to ore for a few miles but ethan hasentt pulled over yet. i rush to the bathroom as ethan looks at some snacks.
i start to wash my hands when a guy walks past me to the sink next to em. (a/n it's like a family bathroom thing so there are like guys and girls ya know) his arm brushes my butt as he walks by. it was probably just an accident i say to myself. i start to fix my hair and which makes my slsready short crop top even shorter. i can feel his eyes on me through the mirror. i quickly put my hands down. i start to walk out but he grabs my wrist stopping me. i try to pull away but i'm too weak. i start to sweat and my voice is dry. he pulls me closer to him.
"where do you think your going." he says moving his hand down to my butt. i feel like i can't move, i can't say anything. his hand is about the size of my shirt shorts. i want ethan. he slides his hand up slowly to the waidtband of my jean shorts.
"i-can you-um please uh stop." i stutter as he pulls me every closer to him, his hand slowly sliding farther down in my pants.
"how could i resist you in those shorts and crop top." (a/n IM CRINGING) i try to push him away but i can't.
"i-i'm only 17." i try to spit out as he puts one finger in me, then two, then three.
"i have a b-boyfriend." tears burn my eyes. this has never happened before .ive never had sex or anything, i'm so young. i'm on the edge of sobbing when someone else comes into the bathroom. the man pushes me away and i run as fast as i can our.
a/n that whole entire part was the cringiest grossest thing i think i have ever written i'm sorry lol
"ethan we have to leave." i spit out. tears stream down my face as i run up to him almost crashing into him.
"hey hey hey what's wrong." he says holding onto both my hands tightly. i can see the concern in his eyes.
"we have to leave." is at looking behind me making sure the man isn't there. tears run down my face and i stomp my foot almost yelling at him.
"okay, okay calm down we can leave." he says as calm as he can. he leads me out of the building and into the car.
"talk to me babygirl." he said rubbing my back. oh no. i can't tell him. what if he's mad at me for dressing to reveling. i shake my head at him.
"i can't." i say choking on my tears. he stays quiet, not trying to force me to tell him anything.
"you sure you don't want to talk." he says. his eyes have turned a shade of green when he looked at me. i just nod and wipe a tear from my eye.
"can we just go home now." he starts to drive away. he keeps his hand on my leg for the rest of the drive. when we get home i go straight to bed and ethan follows me up the stairs. h waits down on the bed next to me.
"are you ok." he asks placing a hand on my arm.
"yeah." i mumble. the truth is i wasent really ok. tears burned my eyes and i tried to blink them back but i couldn't.
"you wanna talk." he says wiping a tear from my cheek.
"no, just cuddle." he lays down and i put my head in his chest soon falling asleep.
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ethan's pov
i wake up and emma was still asleep. i carefully slide out of bed trying not to wake her up. i get in the shower quickly before emma wakes up.
when i get out of the shower emma has just woken up and was sitting on her phone.
"you wanna go to philz and get some breakfast?" i ask her. she looks up at me and smiles.
"yes please." i kiss her on the head and walk downstairs. she soon comes down in leggings and a t-shirt.
"you ready?" i ask. i think it's kind of weird that she is wearing leggings and it is pretty hot outside but i just let it go.
"yeah."
she says grabbing my hand and walking out the door.
emma stayed right by me the entire time. holding my hand wherever we went. i am i wasent complaining because i love it when she holds my hand but it just seemed a little bit weird. she usually isn't this clingy, again, i'm not complaining.
when we got home i thought that o might talk to her about her weird behavior after she came out of the bathroom crying the other day.
"are you ok emma." i say sitting down next to her on the couch.
"yeah i'm fine." i can tell that she wasn't.
"don't lie to me, you've been acted weird lately." i see tears rise in her eyes but she stops them just before they fall.
"just-i-it's stupid" she stutters.
"no it's not emma just tell me." i grab onto both of her hands and squeeze them gently .
"well there was a guy in the bathroom," she says tears fall and i wipe them away with the pad of my thumb, "and he-" she started to cry harder. she didn't have to finish, i already new what she was saying. my heart shatters into a million pieces seeing her so helpless. i pull her into my chest as she continues to cry. by now she is on my lap and i rock her slowly.
"your ok, i'm right here." i say rubbing her back.
"i promise i won't let anything happen to you again." i whisper as she cries into my shoulder.
"i love you." i say kissing her head.
"it was my fault." she says shaking her head.
"i shouldn't have worn that outfit and o didn't want to tell you because i thought you would be mad." she hiccups. i shake my head at her.
"it's not your fault babygirl, you did absolutely nothing wrong." i squeeze her a little tighter.
"i'm not mad i will never be mad at you." she sniffs and wipes her eyes.
"i love you baby." she says wrapping her arms around my neck holding me tight.
"i love you more." is ya kissing her temple. we stay inside for the rest of the day cuddling and watching movies.
this was requested by someone so i hope they like it:) sorry i didn't really know how to end this. also this is like the cringiest thing i have ever wrote in the beginning so yeah sorry. hope y'all ahd a fantastic easter of passover or whatever you celebrate!!
request some things if you want:) peace!
