ethan and emma aren't dating but they have a thing. everyone knows they like each other. they even know that they like each other but they haven't really made it official. they are currently heading to a birthday party for one of bryant's friends that they don't really know but they agreed on going anyway.
emma's pov
"em you ready!" ethan calls to me from downstairs.
"i'm coming!" i yell back. i run down the stairs to find e standing by the door with james and grays sitting on the couch.
"took you long enough kitty bitch." james says standing up.
"nice to see you too." i say wrapping him in a hug. i hug gray then move to ethan i squeeze him little bit tighter than i did to the other two. ethan then grabs my hand and leads me out the door. we all pile into the car, ethan and i in the front with grayson and james in the back. we chat and catch up on life. ethan rests his hand on the center console and i place my hand on top of his. he looks over at me and smiles i just blush and stare out the window as he runs his thumb over my knuckles. he holds my hand the entire ride and after when we walk into the party behind james and gray. it smells strongly of alcohol and sweat making me cringe. ethan and i never really party all that often. the thought of so many drunk people crowded around you with all the loud music and dancing makes feel sick.
"you ok emski." e asks me referring to why i stopped walking and looked around as soon as i stepped into the building.
"i'm ok." i say squeezing his hand. he pulls me closer and kisses me on the temple. we've kissed before but only one actual kiss but we've shared many cheek kisses and head kisses but they still make my heart flutter.
"wanna go sit down." ethan says bending down looking me in the eyes. i nod and he leads me to a table for two. we both get waters because we're only kids after all. we talk about random things. conversation comes is easy with him i don't even have to think what to say, it just comes out naturally. in the middle of the conversation ethan places his hand on mine. throughout the night he brings my hand up to his mouth and kisses it softly.
"parties have never really been my thing, maybe because i'm so awkward." ethan laughs
"yeah, gray and james seem like they are enjoying themselves." he laughs looking over at them dancing. we sit on a comfortable silence for a little while before i speak up.
"i have to pee." i say getting up out of my seat.
"ok be careful." he says. i love how he always is looking out for me like that. boyfriend material. i disappear into the crowd trying to find my way to the bathroom. on my way back i get stilopped by a group of boys. this can't be good. one of the boys much taller and older puts his arm around me. he smells heavily of alcohol sweat and sex making me almost throw up. i try to move away from him but he quickly moves his hand down to my butt.
"what's your name sexy." the guy slurs, squeezing my butt. i start to walk away but one of the other guys puts his hand on my chest to stop me. i try to push him away but he is much stronger than me. he slides his hand down my chest to the hem of my pants. tears burn my eyes and begin to fall.
"you wanna come to my room with me and have some fun." he said pulling me closer by my pants.
"get away from me." insay pushing him.
"oh so now your playing hard to get i see how it is." he slurs pushing his hands farther down my pants. tears flow rapidly down my face at this point.
"stop it." i say through tears squirming around trying to get away. he pulls me toward him and kisses me hard. i pull away as fast as i possible can and run out of the crowd, tears stills streaming down my face.
ethan's pov
emma ha sheen taking a little while in the bathroom and i a start to stand uptown go check on her. i then see her emerge from the crowd. tears streaming down her cheeks.
"what's wrong darling." i say outstretching my arms. she runs towards me and u engulf her into a hug. i pick her up and set her on my lap. she buries her head into my chest still crying.
"what's the matter em?" i ask rubbing her back trying my best to calm her down. she sniffs and takes a deep breath.
"this boy kissed me and stuff." she crys. she leans into me and i kiss her on the head.
"it's ok, i'm right here, i promise nothing is going to happen to you." i wipe a tear from her cheek and replace it with a kiss. she takes a deep breath before talking again.
"i love you ethan, like not as a friend like, i love you." i can't help but smile. i have wanted to be official for ever now but i was too scared to ask. i grab her face and gently place a kiss on her lips. she wraps her arms around my neck and she pulls me into a hug. we sit there in sikenve for a little until i break the hug. all of the tears were dry nd there was a soft smile on her face.
"i love you so much more." i kiss her in the head as she leans into my chest. this time it's different. i made her forget everything that happened before.
"you wanna go home?" i ask quietly.
"yes please." she says not even bothering to move. i pick her up and she wraps her legs around my easily while her head rests on my shoulder. while we were in the car i texted james and gray to get an uber. the entire ride i refuses to let go of her hand, smiling at her hand occasionally.
idk how to end this and it's not the best so sorry:( please request some things for me to write about because i liv hearing what you want to see:)
