Area 51 SCP (insane alastor x doctor reader)

please dont leave me

I woke up the next day,  expecting (y/n)  to be gone,  but when I woke up,  I was still laying in her lap,  and she was doing some paper work,  but she look tired.  Her eyes found mine and she gave me a tired smile.
" Good morning. ~" She says sweetly.
I blush sitting up. 
" S-sorry I fell asleep on you.. " I stutter,  voice glitching a bit. 
" It's quite alright,  it was cute anyway~" She says softly putting her papers in a stack.  My tail wags a bit under the restraint jacket.  Wow,  that doesn't happen anymore. 
She sets a hand on my cheek and looks into my eyes with her beautiful (e/c)  eyes.  " Your eyes are badly cracked.. " She whispers.  " Wait- is it hard to breath in the muzzle?.  Is the restraint jacket to tight?. " She asks.
She's worrying about me so much,  it was odd but at the same time it was nice. 
" Well,  the restraint jacket is the only thing keeping me warm in this cold room,  and the muzzle I don't mind.. " I say.  Her hands trails to the back of my head.  " W-what are you doing?.. " I ask,  but then the air I breathe became cold,  and not stuffy.  She took the muzzle off.
" Your such a beautiful creature... " She mutters.  I blush and smile a bit. 
" Won't you get in trouble if i-i get caught with it off?. " I ask. 
" Only if we get caught~" She says. 
" You have the most beautiful smile miss.. ~" I say to her.  " And your so kind..  You don't belong here.. "
" It's you who doesn't belong here.. "
She says. 
" My dear,  you have no idea what I did to get to hell... " I said. 
She tilts her head.  " How?.  You seem like a gentleman to me. "
My ears go down,  I don't want to tell her that I was a serial killer.  She would be scared of me..
" If I do,  you won't look at me the same again.. " I say looking down.  She scoots next to me,  leaning into my view.
" And why would I look at you differently? " She asks.  " Hmm.  I'll tell you what.  I'll tell you one of my secrets if you tell me yours! " She says smiling,  like she's trying to cheer me up.  I chuckle and sigh. 
" Well...  Only if you tell me yours first. ~"
She clears her throat.  " Well,  a few years back, you know how I said I came from the Texas asylum? " She asks me.
I nod my head.  Why is she talking about? " Well,  I wasn't always a doctor there,  I used to be a patient there.  I tried to burn down a church,  yelling 'where is your god now? '" She explains.  I was shocked.  When looking at her,  she looks like a nother Cristian,  but a Satanist?  I smiled wickedly. " You look so sweet for a little devil~ you are more then meets the eye~" I say.  My good old smile has returned.  " And so are you~ so,  what's your story? " She asks tilting her head. 
" Oh!  I was a talk show radio host in the South, 1920s,  and a serial killer. " I say.  She smiles more.  " No wonder we get along so well! " She says sweetly.
I chuckle.  She look out the glass wall and jumps up grabbing the muzzle.  " Shit,  someone's coming.  I'm sorry but I have to put this back on.. " She says.  I nod and lean my head forward so she can put it on.  Once she's done,  she pets my head,  making me purr a bit.  A door opens behide me and I turn around to see the one who dragged me to this hell hole. 
" What are you doing in here (y/n)?  You know he is a dangerous monster,  he could hurt you! " He says walking over.  I stand up backing away into a wall.
" D-dont come near me!.. " I glitch out. 
He smirks walking past her to me.  " Or what?  Anything you do your just going to get ZAPPED. " he yells pulling out his tazzer. 
" STOP.  " (Y/n)  yells running over to me pulling me close,  because of our hight differences,  I hunch over under her arms as she hugs me.
" What is wrong with you?!  Scaring a patient like that!  You should be damned to hell where you belong!"
He looks shocked.  " You do know of his past,  don't you (y/n)?  He's a murderer! " He yells.
" Serial killer,  actually.  And yes I know,  but I ask you one question.
Does it look like I give a hot fuck? " She hisses at him. " And don't you go bitching at the others for me doing what's right.. "
I suddenly feel safe with her.  I'm useless in this state,  I can't even stand up to a moral soul,  but with her by my side,  she is there for me.  I could regain all of my strength just hearing her voice.  I.. I think I'm in love with her.. ~
" Fine!  Don't come to me when your six feet under! " He says walking out of the room.  She sighs and sits on the flimsy bed with me. 
" U-um.. Miss (y/n)?.. " I ask her.
She looks up to me.  " Yes alastor? "
" Please don't get your self fired because of me...  I don't want you to go... Please don't go.. " I say sadly.  She smiles sympathetically,  and pulls me close.
" Oh alastor.. I won't ever leave you.  I'll always be here with you.. " She says softly.  I nuzzle her neck enjoying her warmth.  " I love you to much to see you go away... " I whisper. 
She lifts up my chin,  and cups my face.  " I love you too you little devil~" She sings. I want to kiss her so badly,  I want to hold her in my arms,  keep her safe.
" I know I'm asking a lot but...  Can I  hug you?..  Without the restraint jacket?.. " I ask,  feeling a bit bad for asking a lot.
" I trust you,  so yes.~ if what you say is true,  you won't hurt me.. ~" She says. She scoots behind me,  working at the buckles on my back.  All the sudden,  the tightness of the jacket is lifted off my shoulders.  She pulls it off me,  and I extend my long arms stretching, hearing all the cracks of my knuckles.  I take off the muzzle and look at her,  but she seems to be looking in wonder.  Was it the fact that I never got a shirt under the jacket?  Maybe.  " Something wrong? " I ask.  She puts a hand up to my back,  feeling out the long scars going from my neck to my lower back. " What happened to you... What did they do to you?.. " She asks.  I sigh. " Well...  They liked to see me covered in blood as they used a wip on me.. " I say,  shivering from the cold air on my grey-ish skin. She hugs me from behind,  wrapping her arms around my chest.  I rest my hands over hers and turn around to face her.  I pulled her close to me,  wrapping my arms around her.  She nuzzles my chest,  as her long (h/c)  hair falls over her face.  I lift her chin up,  looking into her eyes.  Those beautiful damn eyes,  I could get lost in for hours.  I lean forward,  kissing her softly.  I was a bit surprised as she kissed back,  wrapping arms around me.  I put a clawed hand over her thigh,  looking into her eyes. I pull back holding both of her hands.  " I hope I get to see you every day (y/n).. ~" I say.  She smiles and leans on my shoulder yawning a little.  I smile,  laying back and holing her on my chest.  " Sleep, you worked hard.. ~" I say.  She blushes a big feeling my lean body and laying her head up against it.  Soon,  she falls asleep,  nuzzling her head against my chest.  The door opens and I'm met with that same man.  " WHAT I-" " shhhhh... " I cut him off.
" You don't want to wake my dear (y/n)  up,  now do we? ~ she's worked very hard today and last night,  she deserves a break,  don't you think so too? ~" I ask,  running fingers through her hair.
" Ok,  why are you not wearing your muzzle and restraint jacket?!" He asks.  " She took it off me,  letting me stretch and show my feelings and gratitude towards her,  but she grew tired while we enjoyed each other's company,  so I let her rest,  like she did for me the other night~" I explain.  He walks over to us,  but stops once i snarl and growl with a terrifying smile on,  holding her close. 
" Let... Us... Be... " I say,  giving him a warning.  He scoffs me and back away to the door.  Once he leaves,  I get to sit there with an angel in my arms, sleeping peacefully.  She's so beautiful,  so strong,  yet so delicate.  She's everything hell needs to become heaven.  But since the little church  incident,  I'll be in hell with her forever in the future.
She is mine~
Maybe being here isn't all that bad.