NBSB (no boyfriend since birth)

chapter 30

"you may now kiss the bride."

nagpalakpakan kaming lahat ng magkiss ang mga bagong kasal.

after that nagbigay ng huling salita ang pari sa pagtatapos ng wedding ceremony.

i survive the whole process.

infairness to reynald,hindi na sya madalas tumititig sakin,,pasulyap sulyap na lang..and infairness to me i act normal and casual through this.

picture taking na.

ok,,magtatagal pa pala kami dito.

i decided that after this wedding ceremony i will talked to the newly wed and thea to excuse myself for the reception.i have to lie or something..i need to get out from here,,away from him.

pagkatapos kong makunan ng litrato kasama sila jimmy,madz at thea nagpaalam na ako sa kanila.

hindi na nila ako kinwestyon,,maybe effective yung sinabi ko na masama na ang pakiramdam ko dahil nagrereflect sa mukha ko yung tensyon na nararamdaman ko.

while everyone in busy i managed to escape without them noticing it.

"babawi na lang ako sa kanila..pero sa ngayon,,sorry na lang muna."

i whispered to myself,,habang pasakay ako sa isang kotse na service namin,,

"manong pakihatid na lang po ako sa resort,,"

tumango lang ang driver.

hindi ko na inabalang tignan yung mukha nya,,lumulutang na ang isip ko sa kung saan,,puno ng tanong,pagtataka,pagkabigla,,

nakatanaw lang ako sa labas ng bintana,,pero hindi naman dun nakafocus ang isip ko.

'what is he doing there?,,iisa lang sila ni john?,,paanong nangyari e reynald ang alam kong pangalan nya?,,imposible namang kambal sila?,,i saw how he react so shock when he saw me,though hindi ganun ka obvious but still it shows all over his face?'

so many questions.

'why you run away then?you could get answers if you stay there and talk to him,perhaps.'

sabi naman ng isang panig ng isip ko.

'maybe,im scared,,talking to him."

wait,,napansin ko na humaba ata ang byahe namin pabalik ng resort.

pati yung mga dinadaanan namin is not familiar..actually,parang malayo na kami,,pakonti ng pakonti ang mga bahay na nakikita ko.

what the hell is going on?

im starting to get panick,really.

"manong,malayo na tayo sa resort?naliligaw na ba tayo?"

i worriedly asked the driver.

inalis nya ang suot na sumbrero bago sumagot.

"we are not lost,miss."

oh no,,no way,,oh please,,

"reynald?"

"miss me,my princess?"

sagot nito na nakangisi,,he took a glance at me through the rearview mirror.

"stop the car."

i said in anger.

"no sally,,i need to talk to you."

"may i remind you,,vanishment?"

"gusto lang kita makausap,please naman."

"we had been through this,reynald..its over."

"please."

he sounds beggingly sad.

sabagay para matanong ko na rin sya about 'john',,and honestly speaking,i miss him.

hindi na ako umimik.

hanggang sa makarating kami sa isang talampas na tumatanaw sa dagat.

bumaba ako ng kotse.

i need to breathe a fresh air.

bumaba na rin sya ng kotse at lumapit sakin.

napansin ko hindi na nya suot ung top ng tuxedo suit nya,,white t shirt na lang..kaya pala hindi ko sya nakilala kanina.plus he wear that driver's cup.

"now what?"

he came closer.

and closer.

what he did surprised me.

he kissed me.

and what i did surprised me more.

i kiss him back.

in that instant he wrapped his arms around me pulling me closer to him..me,i put my arms in the back of his head,pulling him more,arching my body against his.

after that stunning moment..he hesitantly leave my lips,,give us time to grasp for air.

but we still holding each other.

"oh,heavens,,i really miss you so much,,im dying to feel your lips again."

he said huskily full with passion all over his face.

"yeah,,i have to admit i miss you too,,"

i said as passionately as he was.

we have mutual feelings at this moment,,and yes,i do really miss the way he kiss me,,the feel of his body against me.

"i love you sally,,heavens,,i almost die on those days without you."

i felt like im in heaven with his words.

then he kiss me again.

but this time i stop him,,though it took me a will power to do so.

he needs to know.

i look i his smoky eyes of passion and overflowing emotion.

"i,,,love you,too,,reynald."