FuckBuddies (Hiatus)

FB 8

Jungkook's POV

We are sitting on the floor in his tree house. I am ready to tell my story to him, well he force me 'tell or fuck?' That's what he ask and I'm like I will tell, so here where we are. Telling each other stories.

"In my past I am gay" I said and he nod.

"Until now, and I already know that" he said. I glare at him....

"You know cause I said it, Stop or i will not continue it" I said threatening him. He smirk "you know what will happen then" he said and I sigh.

"When I was a child at age of 5 my mom and dad told me that I can be what I want, and I really love playing with barbie dolls, cooking tools toy and everything that is girls toys. My parents buys it for me and support me all the way and always say those words 'son you can be what you want and we still love you' they said and I am so happy all the time cause they being lovely parents to me they're all what I didn't ask for. Our family is full of love and Joy. Until one day may grand parents visited us, I am on the floor playing doll house a slap came across my face it from my grandpa, 'what are you doing that gross, you're a man and you're playing with girl things' that what he said and it full of anger, I look for my grandma for help but she look disgusted on me. My parents is not in the home that day they have works" I breath and continue my story. While taehyung is listening very well

"Then my grandpa burn all my toys and lock me in the room saying 'I will free you if you're not gay anymore' that what he said full of authority while i cry and cry until i heard a voice outside that seems familiar and thats my parent. He ask my grandpa what he was doing and my grandpa was like 'you let him being gay and so i corrected it' that was my grandpa said but my father protect me. 'He is my son dad and I have the rights to raise him the way I want, and give him what makes him happy, if you don't mind dad can I get the keys' this is what my daddy said and I heard the door open and hug my parents so tight and everytime my grandpa burns my toy they always buy me new one. Untill I was 14 and an accident happened, my parents died from an accident and my grandparents adopt me, but my grandpa torture me from being what I am."
I stop for a while to breath some air and look above, I'm controlling my tears to fall down. It just hurt, remembering those times

He always throw a punch at me whenever he saw me wearing make up and dress like a girl and said hurt full things like I am a disgrace to his family and such, until one day I ask him if he truly loves me and he said yes but i need to change to a man and so I did to receive all his love, their love but my grandpa has an eyes for me so at first I pretend but little did i know I really change from gay to guy but you ruined it and now i don't know what to do" i said finishing my story tears fall down from my face and he hug me. So All the things that I'm fighting for, all this time I'm fighting for my emotion is now out and just in trash.

"Hey it's ok. We can hid it all the time" he said and I look at him, what he is talking about?

"What? Their is nothing to hid" i said and push him.

"It's obvious you like me jungkook so do I so lets make child" he said smirking I slap his chest. Well he is right, I tried to denied it with my self, I tried to fight my self but in the end my heart won, Taehyung won.

"Yeah, maybe you're right" i said and sigh in defeat.

"About what? To make child?" He ask and I slap his chest again.

"No silly. That i-i like you" I said head low, I don't know why I admitted it. He lift me up to my chin using his hand.

"Don't worry, lets fall together" he said and kiss me to my lips. We shared a kiss but it's full of love and totally different from the kiss of lust. I like this kiss it's slow like treasuring every seconds our lips meet.

We removed from that kiss and taehyung put his forehead to mine "be my boyfriend" he said again and i feel my face heated again, now I'm sure of his feelings for me, should I give it a chance?

"O-ok" of course I should give it a chance, I might regret later if I didn't, I smile at him. And then we kissed again.

I don't know where did it all started, I don't know if what we have will last, I don't know why I disobey my grand parents, all I know is that I have Taehyung beside me, we can fight it together