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Jungkook's POV

-10 years after-

10 years has been passed, and I'm now in daegu getting my life back after he destroyed it.

I'm now currently an intern in one of the biggest hospital in this place. I'm a surgeon

3 years our relationship lasted that long, 1 year of wasting my time trying to forget him, then i made up my mind and go to daegu shift my course and getting my life back.

Many girls and boys tried to chase me but I'm scared now, scared of falling in love again and find out its all fake love

I thought all of those years he really loves me but i guess its all wrong. The pain he gave me is unbearable so I decided to move and lock my self out, until Jimin Hyung one of my friends along with Jin hyung scolded me. I remember what they said to me "wake up Jungkook, hes not the only one for you, move on and have a good life don't wast it because he hurt you" of all the words they said to me this is the only sentence that made me wake up and realized that I can move on with my life and now here I am, making my life the most enjoyable by my self, alone but not lonely.

"I will miss you Dr. Jung" I said to my mentor, more on the person who handle me my senior and the one who gave me authorities whether i operate the person or what, he's gonna put him to other branch of the hospitals for some reason

"I will too Dr. Jungkook, be good to your next mentor, don't be such a brat ok?" He said and I nod my head, I hug him, for all this years he's been a father figure to me so i really miss him. You already know that I don't have those right, so yeah

We're still in the hospital, the last day he's going to say what I'm  gonna do and don'ts.

"Tomorrow you will meet the person they exchange me from, be good to him Jungkook ok, that's the only thing i want you to do, he's my daughter's boyfriend" my mentor said so I nod.

"Don't worry Dr. Jung, I'll let you know what I am doing here" I said assuring him.

"Ok then, I'll go in peace" he said and once again smile at me.

"See you when i see you dr. Jung" I said and  wave my hand, he finally left leaving me in our office with other Dr's. They also bid their goodbyes to dr. Jung

When he left, i pack my thing's up also, it's the end of my shift today, and tomorrow I'll take the night shift meeting the new mentor also, I'm still wondering of how old he is for being Dr. Jung daughter's boyfriend, he's too much young when he graduated then.

I made my way out of the hospital feeling a heavy heart inside me, one of my most favorite person left me again, why they always have a reason to leave me, Jin hyung is in america, getting married with his american-korean boyfriend Namjoon, while Jimin hyung is in Busan, he's working there together with his boyfriend Yoongi, hayyyyy this is the things that I don't like leaving the hospital without nothing to do after

It makes me think of what happened in my past, the pain that still haunting me, 6 years has been passed and the memory of that day is still clear in my mind, all the begging i made for him to stay, all the effort i made to win his back, but it still a waste.

I always ask my self what I've done? Am I not enough? I don't satisfy him? Why he need to fuck other girls when we doing that things almost everyday? But not the reason why we broke

I am still holding him even tho he is not, I am holding on to his promises, I am still hoping that one day he will change and he will look to me only me but he got tired and made me let him go.

Fuck this tears, here we go again crying over something that i can't comeback with.

I thought two years is enough to move on, but fuck it's been 6 years and I'm still into him. Well not into him, I still can't forget the pain he gave to me. I still can't help my self to get up and love my self fully...

I stopped thinking of him when i reach my condo room, I swipe the card to open it and made my self in my bed then lay down, i don't want to think anymore so I'm going to sleep till tomorrow's afternoon, This is my chance to get so much sleep, these past few days i barely got sleep due to many patients need us even at night, my major is surgeon but sometimes they need volunteers from other department and I presented my self, it's helpful you know, it kept me busy and think less about him.

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The next day I woke up with a heavy heart and dried tears in my booth cheeks probably dreaming about him, again.

I get up and quickly go to my bathroom to clean my self. I know it's not time yet for work but i badly need this.

After everything I get my way to the nearest restaurant I don't have time to cook for my self and I'm too lazy to do that, so sometimes I skip my meals, it's okay tho, it's helpful to keep my figure hehehe.

After paying for my meal I go out of it and made my way to the hospital I took a bus, i know i have my own car but I'm too lazy today to drive my self.

"Hello Dr. Jeon, it's not your work hours today" the nurse greet me and I look at him my famous look the emotionless look.

"I know" I said and log in, i need cash, its overtime you know hehehe

3:45 pm is the time today and my work hour is 7:00 pm and my out is 6am I know it's quite early but who cares? I can get ready my self for my new mentor right?

I made my way to my office to see if I have a schedule today for operation, but I see none so I just sit in my chair and wait for the time, maybe 4:00 I'll do my rounds to check the patient.

I'll close my eyes, don't wanna think of him and I didn't know i drift to sleep.

"Dr. Jeon" The nurse shake me so I open my eyes. I look to my watch and its already 4:15 pm I look to the nurse and ask "why"

"The chairman wanted to talk to you" she said and I nod, I get up and made my way to chairman's room

I knock and open the door and see chairman and the person sitting across to him who's back is facing mine.

"Jungkook come, i want you to meet your new mentor" he said and gesture me to come forward which is i follow

"This Dr. Kim Taehyung" said the doctor while pointing to the person whose going to be my mentor my eyes almost pop out for how much i open it

Am I dreaming? The onr who hurt me back then is now in front of me?

The person whose name is Kim Taehyung face me and all the pain I push back 6 years is now slowly coming back to me all at once.

"Hi Dr. Jeon Jungkook" he said with a smirk and want to shake my hand

I gather all of my courage and smirk back to him "Nice to meet you Dr. Kim Taehyung" I said and back to my poker face.

"I will excuse my self" I said and bow to Chairman and unfortunately Kim fucking Taehyung too.

I go out to that room with a class when finally I made my way out I run to the nearest Comfort room and get one of the available cubicle as I closed the door my legs becomes weaker

Fuck now why? Why him? For all the people why him? I tried to run away from him but why he is now here? Fuck!

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