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Jungkook's POV

I am having my Dinner in this canteens hospital, I still can't believe that Taehyung's here after all I've done to run away from him to have my life back now it all ruined

I don't know why, but I'm still affected to him and I don't want this feelings. The feeling of pain!

"Hi" A man said and I know that voice, that voice I fell in loved with, the voice once he use to please me, he sit beside me and put the tray full of foods on the table in front of us

"Hello" I greet back with my famous Cold attitude.

"How are you?" He ask casually as if he didn't hurt me 6 years ago.

"I'm fine, thanks for hurting me" I answered sarcastically

"You've still doesn't forgive me?" He ask and I look at him and made an eye contact

"I did but I never forget" I said and get up from my seat

"Don't forget we have a surgery later" he adds and I nod and made my way out

I go to the stuff restroom and gladly I'm the only person in there, I go to the one stalls and close the door and sit on the bowl

This is my escape place if I am stress about something I go to this place and compose myself again, I know it's weird but I find it comforting. This is like my comfort place when we're still together and he hurt me in front of my face.

I take a deep breath 3 times and then smile, everything will be okay now, you can face him naturally.

I open the cubicle door and made my way out, but a man pin me on the wall and kiss me

Base on his kiss, I know this person it's taehyung, I tried to push him but he is so strong so I let him be but didn't response to his kiss, this kiss that once I loved but now I despise it.

I tried to push him again and this time I succeed and Slap him in his cheeks

"What you think you're doing?" I ask angry and Rub my lips with a disgusted look on my eyes. This is really disgusting...

"I still want you Jungkook" He said seriously I look at his eyes and I read the seriousness in it but I shake my head and laugh, I will not make the same mistake again, I will never fall for his charm, I'm not the fool Jungkook he once knew...

"Hahahahaha Nice Dr. Kim, You learn now how to make a Joke" I said between my laugh, but in honestly, this hurt me, how can he say that? How can he tried to hurt me again? Knowing that he is in relationship with Dr. Jung's Daughter.. What did I wrong to him that he has to comeback to me and say those words!!!

"I'm serious Jungkook!" He said and I stop laughing

"Well, as far as I know Dr. Jung's Daughter is your Girlfriend so fuck off Dr. Taehyung, I know all you want is to fuck me nothing more" I said and made my way out to the comfort room

I'm not the same Jungkook before Taehyung, I will make the same mistake you did to me before, make you fall In love with me and left you with a broken heart

My duty is done all in all it's good and successful, I save another life again, Taehyung's know how to part his personal matter to his Profession so it all went good.

I'm now on my house lying on my bed and looking at the light bulb.

I still remember how we part ways

*Flashback*

"Tae, baby don't leave me please I will do everything for you to stay, I can still be with you even if you still seeing her, I love you Taehyung don't leave please" I beg him with tears in my eyes, he hold both of my hands

"This is the best for us Jungkook" he said and I shake my head

"Noo no no, this is not the best for us, I love you tae and I don't know if i can continue my life without you, let work things up please.. Pleasee... I'm begging you, I don't know what will I do when you're not in my live" I said still crying and begging him to stay and make things work together, It's okay for me if he has another all that matter is him will stay beside me, I know it's kinda selfish of me to not let him go knowing that he doesn't love me anymore..

"No Jungkook we already tried it, many times actually, but things doesn't work out, let just free each other" He said, I bend my knee and hug his legs, my dignity is gone now, I just.. I just don't want him to go out from my life.. I just... Can't lose him.

"Please taehyung I love you and I know you do too" I said full of hope and still in tears

He help me to get up and I look at his eyes, why.. Why I don't see anything emotion on it? Why? Why there's no pain in it? Why?

"Listen carefully Jungkook I don't wanna see you this low and pathetic, I don't wanna hurt you also, but, I don't love you anymore and She's the one i love now" he said that made my world shutter in to pieces

I hold his face and made him look me in the eyes, and I saw nothing again, why? Taehyung? Why? What happened? What about your promises to me, those I love you's that came out of your mouth, where did it all go? What did I do wrong?

"That's not true right? Look at my eyes taehyung and said that it's not true and you still love me right?" I ask him
He look me in the eyes and sigh deeply

"I'm sorry" He said and another drop of tears fall from my eyes, this made me realize, he really don't love me anymore, that I should set him free because he's not happy with me anymore...

"Kiss me for the last time after that I walk away from you and set you free" I said finally giving up, giving him up, same as my heart, and my life, my everything, I finally let him go, now there's nothing left with my life now...

I can see that all of my begging doesn't work to him

I closed my eyes and wait for his lips

He kissed me for the last time the kiss lasted long, it's sweet but I don't feel the love anymore, I felt hurt and sadness to it, maybe I feel my own emotion and not his

When we parted I smile at him for the last time, then turn my back at him and slowly walk away with tears in my eyes and never look back... Every step I take my heart is tearing in to pieces, I don't know how can I manage to walk away from him in that condition but I just did.

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I woke up with tears in my eyes, shit that dream again

I thought nightmares aren't true, but that's what happened in my real life, that's how he set me free

I don't wanna remember does things but i kept dreaming about it

I must take revenge, you see taehyung i will ruin you too like how you did to me!

But what was the best revenge would it be.