Trust Me Again

Chapter 1

"Claire wake up"

"Claire!"

"Claire!"

Who in his sane mind dares to wake me up? Everyone knows that if I'm forced to be awake, I'll be in a bad mood for the rest of the day. And that is not a good thing. If I'm in a bad mood I will snap at them. If I snap at them they start fighting. If they start fighting I'll fight back. If I fight back an argument will probably follow. And once the argument follows I won't speak again until they say sorry.

"What?!" I snapped. Told you I was gonna snap.

"Wake up damn it!" She's fighting.

"Ugh! I don't want to!" I'm fighting back.

"You ask for this" And here goes the argument. Wait a second...What the fuck?! Sophia just hit me in the face with a fucking magazine?!

"Ouch! What was that for?" Seriously what was that for?

"Someone had to wake you up. We're here!" The argument.

I crossed my arms in my chest pretty much ignoring her. How dare she hit me in the face? And with a fucking magazine?!

"Really no talking? Ugh I'm sorry I hit you with a magazine—"

"In the face" I cut her out. In my defense it hurt. Okay not that much but it did.

"—Yes in the face, but someone had to wake you up. Either ways I'm sorry!" And finally the apology.

"Apology accepted"

"Good. Now let's go! The car is waiting for us"

I stand up and get off the jet. The breeze hit me the instant I step out. It's just so relaxing.

This is exactly what I need. I needed to leave. The feeling of being home started to get lost back in New York. The judgment and the pain was something that broke me every time. I really needed to get out of that place before something bad happened to me. The thought of killing myself had passed through my mind so many times. I don't like to admit it. It make me feel vulnerable and weak. I've always had this image of a strong girl with a perfect life. But that's it, is just an image. It wasn't the real me. No one was able to see through this mask except him. That's why it's been so difficult to forget him. I can't seem to let it go. He was the only person that has ever really understand me. We went through so much together. I just really need to forget him. He never cared and he never will. He said so himself. And honestly I've been gifted with an amazing new boyfriend who loves me. It's time to leave the past where it belongs and just look forward.

"Ready to have the time of our lives?" I told Sophi.

"Hell yes!" She screamed from across the car waiting for us.

"Let's go then!"

*****

"Oh my god Claire come here! This is one hell of a view we have here!"

We arrived at our new place almost two hours ago. I slept all the way here cause who doesn't love sleeping right? So after we arrived a guy —who I don't know the name— brought all of our stuff to our new place.

Debating whether I should start unpacking Claire screamed at me again telling me to come to the balcony of the place. When my dad told me that the place was nice and big I didn't expect a 5 room, crystal windows, 2 story and pool in the balcony nice. But I don't mind. I can definitely picture myself studying for finals in the pool.

"I already saw it Sophi!" I yelled walking out of my room after deciding that I'm gonna unpack later, and going to the kitchen cause I'm thirsty. A trip like that made me thirsty and hungry and I didn't felt like stopping to buy food. So here I found myself in the kitchen looking at an empty fridge.