Dear Diary (Completed!)

Those bullies.

This song, is my life lmao. Cheryl is basically the cool kids trying to prove they're the coolest and Toni is me just trying to fight back or at least fit in.

Dear Diary,
I've been at school for three weeks. I've been hanging out with my best friends from day one. I've been super happy. I actually enjoyed going to school, and they made me feel loved. They seemed like really nice people. I had made best friends....

The "cool kids" tried to intimidate me today. They laughed at my clothes or something like that, I'm not too sure, I laughed at them and walked away. My friends were with me and defended me. They told me not to let it affect me. And honestly, it didn't. I didn't care what they thought, I had the best friends anyone could ask for right by my side.

You know, when I was a kid, I would look up to cool kids and wanna be like them. Now I look down to them and say "Those bitches. I can't believe I ever looked up to you bullies"

Truthfully, I think the only reason anyone would wanna be a "cool kid" is because you get appreciated and by being part of the cool kids, you can ensure you won't be bullied or picked on, especially if you're new. Until you become part of their little bullying clique with no way out of it. You then become the bully, and I think knowing you're a bully is worse then being bullied. I just wish everyone realized they're not as great as everyone thinks they are...

They tried to intimidate me. I just shrugged it off and ignored them, but this means the popular kids see me as an easy target. I have to be careful, they will want revenge. And it's gonna be bad. They're gonna try again. And I'm just scared, give them a little more time, and they'll find out my weak spots I never knew I had and use them against me. And that's gonna hurt.
At least I have the coolest people I'll ever meet, who are still my only friends by the way, and they have assured me many many times they'll always be there for me. If not physically mentally.
I feel like I could take on the world with them.

Bring it on, bitches. I'll be waiting for you.