Just hide your tears
With a smile.
Act like you are fine,
So they don't question.
Don't let them see the tears,
Running down your face.
Just hide behind a smile.
Let them think you are happy.
Let them think you are happy to be alive.
Don't let them know that you still think about suicide...
Let them believe you are okay
That you are not depressed anymore
That you are finally "happy"
Just hide behind a smile
Don't let them catch on
To your act
Hide your fears
Hide your thoughts
Don't let them in
They will just leave you in the end
They will create more emptiness inside
Hide behind a smile
-M.R. 2/14/19-2/19/19